I wake up to see myself lying down on a bed, wearing a hospital robe. "Where am I?!" I wake up too quickly that my head hurts, forcing me to lie down again. The doctor then comes in, smiling. "You are in the hospital, miss." She says, while jotting down something. "Why am I here? And how long did I sleep?" I ask, dumbfounded. "Well, you were involved in an accident and you were unconscious for three days." When she walks towards the door, then I remember something. "Er..Doc. Where is Kyungsoo? Is he alright?" Suddenly the smile on the doctor's lips fades away. I start to feel nervous. "Hurm, actually...he's dead. He had serious injuries and suffered from blood loss too." That time, I feel the whole world crashes onto me. I cry, crying over him. Last time it was Chen and now, Kyungsoo left me behind. I cry, everyday, every time. Our memories....are just memories now...
PRESENT...
Now you know why they say J am crazy, right? Sure it is not easy to overcome all those things alone. Until now, I still am crying. Crying beside the window, which I always use to look down the building. The people down there look like ants, which cheers me up a little bit. Unconsciously, I have myself sitting on the window threshold. And I jump. Seeing Kyungsoo and Chen beside me, able to distract me from seeing the things below. The cold air blows, making my eyes close themselves. In a split second, I lie down. On a car which is crushed under my weight. I hear people screaming but do I care? I see Chen and Kyungsoo are holding out their hands. I grab those hands and fly away, far from those reality. Into a new world.
