For My Broken Heart

Life after tragedy

Just to let everyone know this book was made way before Demi changed pronouns  and I will continue doing what I have been working on so please DO NOT attack me over it!  & this book is 100% fictional and has nothing to do anyone's real life!
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*2 years time skip* 
TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of death & possible suicide so please read  at your own risk !  If you feel uncomfortable  reading feel free to skip this and just read my little appreciation post to you all and the cast members of this story!

also prepare to have tissues because this is the saddest thing I've ever written with only Demi's pov and no other characters  talking.

Also  the song up above kind of ties into this little pov chapter.  If you do decide to listen or watch the video  it's sad to watch and the song is really emotional.
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* 2 years time skip *

(Demi's pov)
Today is the two year  anniversary of Darryl's tragic death  and  I miss that man so much he's has missed so much  and I wish there is a way to see his handsome face again. There has been days since his death I just want to lie in bed all day and  just cry  my eyes out  and sometimes my mind just like to think back to that terrible night.

I have lost friends that I was close with  like Selena and Marissa  because I didn't want to move on with  my life  so quickly after Darryl died  it's like they expect me to be in a relationship after the only man I've ever fell in love with  just die so tragically  that I was with  him when it happened  not knowing some low life son of a bitch just watch me and Darryl have sex and just shoot him with rifle.

That made him spitting out blood and I'm there with  no clothes on just trying to stop the blood then have his brother call the ambulance and when the paramedics  came I had to throw my clothes back on and I remember  only wearing sandals on my feet  and there was mud on the ground due to the rain from that night.

I didn't care if my feet were going to get wet  I wanted to know if Darryl is going to survive  but sadly after they took the bullet out he  had to be on life support.

That night I had to make  the worse decision  in my life because the doctors told me there was nothing they could do but put him on life support and he was going to die.

When I was signing  the paper my hand was shaking so badly I don't even know If  I  spelt my name right  then I gave the papers back and just cried in that waiting room for hours.

After I signed the papers I called Darryl's parents and told them the heartbreaking news  I knew by the way Susan was talking I could hear the sadness in her voice and then after that I heard Jon's voice because Susan was in so much shock.

I told him that I was sorry for their loss and the doctors told me I had no choice because Darryl wasn't going to make it after taking the bullet out of him.

Suprsingly Jon didn't try to scream or yell he just told me "You had to do what  you thought was best and you had no choice."   After he told me that I started sobbing.

He told me while I was crying" Susan and I aren't mad at you  and if we were in the position you were just in Susan or myself would  have done the same thing."

Jon said he was sorry for my loss because Darryl  wasn't only their son but my husband, my rock, the love of my life and the father of their grandchildren.

They assumed he must've  got shot by a robber but it wasn't   the mysterious man was the brother of Ella and what Liv told me Ella confessed to her that she came up with a idea to spy on us and then shot him right there and then don't look back.