Almost Mrs. Belova

Drinks

It was Friday now and I was getting ready for my night out with Carol and I felt Yelena's eyes on me as I walked throughout the apartment gathering a few last things I needed.

"You know you could always just come along my love." I remind my grumpy girlfriend who has been sitting in a corner watching me get ready for the past 40 minutes. She huffs "I have my own plans." She states crossing her arms and closing her eyes like the child she is at times. I giggle at her actions and walk up to her sitting down on her lap making her look at me.

"I promise I won't be long" I sigh wrapping myself around her. She returns the hug and slumps her head onto my shoulder. I kiss her neck a few times in return. After a long hug, I sigh sadly causing Yelena's head to shoot up. "Lena I love you very much but I have to get going," I state placing my hands on her cheeks she whimpers and I give her a kiss which makes her smile but she immediately frowns again when I climb out of her lap so I peck her lips again but slower this time.

"Bye see you in 2 or 3 hours I love you so so much baby" I say pulling away Yelena sighs but let's go "пока мой милый ангел (bye my sweet angel)" she sighs and I can't help but smile at the new pet name "I love you too" she quickly adds on making me cave. I strut over and quickly peck her lips which makes a grin show on my girlfriend's face.

TIME SKIP

I'm now standing at the bar in the club Carol instructed me to wait at. I notice her dirty blonde hair pop up in the crowd. I wave over to her and once she reaches me she pulls me into a hug "Hi! Nice that you came!" She hums her arms still around me. Yelena would've pulled me away by now.

Once we break out of the hug that lasted too long to be considered friendly at least to me... She smiled at me and I returned it awkwardly. She noticed my uneasiness "Are you ok Y/n?" She questioned placing her hand onto my cheek lightly.

I clear my throat and take her hand off my face "I have a girlfriend so let's just get drinks, yeah?" I shuffle awkwardly and she nods and we order a round of shots which leads to another round and another and another until we're both quite tipsy and stumbling to the dance floor.

As we're dancing Carol moves to my front and starts grinding on me I try my best to move away or push her away but it grows more and more difficult the deeper we get into the night.

"Oh c'mon. If you were actually happy with your so-called girlfriend you wouldn't have come to 'get drinks' with me in the first place" Carol sighs backing into me. I groan at her bitchy attitude. If I knew she was going to be like this I never would've agreed on this. Yelena was right.

I start walking off towards the entrance and as expected she comes running after me. "Y/n wait I'm sorry! I'm drunk." She cries after me. "It won't happen again! Please. Stay" she begs and I groan "Fine. But if anything like that happens again I'm going home." I warn and she nods

My phone died which is just great but I quickly forget about my phone when we order another three rounds of shots everything goes kind of fuzzy

We start dancing again and Carol  swiftly turns and leans close to me kissing my lips quickly and I push her away "What the fuck Carol" I slur and get a glimpse of her apologetic look "Fuck I'm so sorry!" She pleads for me not to leave and I groan.

Everything goes black after that...

I wake up in a place I don't recognize but there's a body next to me making my heart race. What the hell happened?! I look over praying that it's Yelena even though I know it's not. It's Carol.

I shake her awake and she groans "What?!" She grumbles "Did we?.." I whine in a whisper.
She shakes her head "No. We didn't" she says but it comes out in a weird tone. "Th-Then what am I doing here?!" I question getting out of the bed quickly.

"I don't know where you live smart ass" She huffs falling back into her pillow. "I'm leaving. I told Lena that I'd only be 2-3 hours!" I whine grabbing my phone and she nods waving me off.

I get to the apartment and as soon as I swing the door open a firm slap lands on my face. I deserved that. "GET YOUR SHIT AND LEAVE!" Yelena yells to my face causing me to flinch "Lena-" I start but get cut off "DON'T LENA ME Y/N!" she yells and I shrink shutting my eyes.

She throws an envelope at my face. I open it and it contains four pictures. Fucking Carol. I should've known she was a home-wrecking bitch. She had someone take pictures of us and she probably roofied my drink explaining how I don't remember two of the pictures. Picture one is Carol grinding on me. Two is the damn kiss. Three is us leaving hand in hand and four is Carol whispering something into my ear. How the fuck do I explain this...

"So..you believe that I would cheat on you?" I quietly ask still glaring at the photos in my hands. "Well that's fucking proof isn't it?!" She snaps "That wasn't what I asked." I say firmly "Do you believe that I would cheat on you?" I repeat my question "Yes." She says with hesitation, her eyes filled with tears. It breaks my heart because I know if I had asked her this question yesterday her answer would've been no.

"We're done." Yelena whispers I feel my heart shatter and my eyes burn up with tears as the words leave her lips. "Wh-what?" I choke out "WE'RE DONE Y/N" she snaps sliding her promise ring off that hasn't been taken off in three years and slamming it onto the living room coffee table.

Me being my stupid self instead of saying something, not wanting to make the situation any worse I start gathering my things as I sob like an idiot. Once I have most of the important stuff I know I'd need. I look at my ring and another broken sob escapes my mouth as I slip it off slowly. "Here." I whisper handing my ring to Yelena as if it was a police badge that has gotten confiscated. Our eyes connect for a brief second and I take that moment. "I love you." I whisper through yet another cry "Don't say that to me." She huffs also through tears. I close my eyes and curl my lips inward nodding to hold in another sob that is threatening to slip out. "Leave." Yelena says bitterly. I grip my bag and walk out I chose to not take my car since it's technically Yelena's, I mean she got it for me but I still have the keys so I slide them off my keyring and slip them into her mailbox.

If only she came with me last night...

I arrive at a motel since moved out of my dorm. There's a gas station across from it which is great because I can get ice cream there and be cliché about being dumped. The weekend passes slowly and it's Monday.

Although I don't want to be there, I have to. So I tumble off the cheap uncomfortable mattress I get to call my bed. Get ready and take the bus. When I get to school there isn't only Yelena and Carol waiting for me but Spencer too. He's sitting right behind my seat with a smirk. "We're talking after class princess" he whispers as a slump into my seat. I try to ignore Yelena as best as I can but she isn't really into talking to me now anyway...

After class Spencer walks me out of class by placing his hand on my lower back which sends chills through my body. Once we walk a corner and get into a little useless hallway no one even uses he slams me against the wall. "Missed me?" He asks and I gulp not being able to answer. "So. You still banging the teach?" He spits and I shake my head looking to the floor. "Good." He whispers making me wince. I already know what's going to happen...

He lets go of me and shoves me forward "Get to your next class. Slut." He says his tone full of hate. I don't even blame him. I hate myself too. All of my current problems wouldn't even exist if I just said No for once! Except for the fact that I didn't of course, ruining the best thing I had. I enter math class before anyone got there and throw my bag next to my seat "YOU LIED!" I yell at Carol and she raises an eyebrow at me waving for me to elaborate "YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE YOU KNEW WHO MY GIRLFRIEND WAS, YOU ROOFIED MY DRINK AND GOT SOMEONE TO TAKE PICTURES AND GAVE THEM TO HER YOU HOME-WRECKING BITCH" I blurt out and she shrugs "I saw you. I liked you. I couldn't get you so I had to... Improvise. If I can't have you.. No one can." She explains.

I ignore everything and everyone around me for the rest of the day until I see Spencer trotting up to me which makes my heart race and my mind fill with what he did. I feel the fear creep in my bones as he gets closer and closer by the second.

Last time I had Yelena to hold me above the drowning pain I'm afraid that this time I might actually drown...

ANGST ANGSTY DRAMAA 😃🔫
Making myself cry over here 🤧