Toxic kiss

☈Why is it so hard☈

(Third person POV )
Seonghwa was a little upset with Hongjoong but it was a spark that was in Hongjoongs eyes. Hongjoong was a little sad but then again he was alone he didn't like the dark he was like the sun and the moon. Seonghwa was alone that night and it was his day off and all he could think about was Hongjoong nevertheless he was bored so he called Hongjoong but it was strange he heard screaming and Seonghwa panicked over the phone so he hanged up and ran out side to look for him. Seonghwa knew he was a local but the crazy thing is he never knew where Hongjoong lived Seonghwa was scared running in the streets yelling and asking old,young,rich,poor have they seen Hongjoong but there was no answer. So it all came to him.
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(Seonghwa POV)
Hongjoong smells sour and he dress a little poor so I'm supposed to go to the poor neighborhood. It's crazy we have been friends for a month and he didn't tell me where he lived. This is about to drive me crazy I swear Hongjoong please call me I miss you.
(Third person POV)
Seonghwa called Hongjoong for the last time Hongjoong was laying on his couch depressed and he saw his phone ring and it was Seonghwa but he didn't answer he had a picture of them on his phone and fell asleep. Hongjoong was wondering if he should call Seonghwa but he didn't he just started crying he just didn't want to hear the words I'm sorry I don't feel the same way about you. After the kiss Hongjoong disappeared and ignored Seonghwa but the saying love can't be replaced by how the other person feels was just running threw his mind.
(Hongjoong POV)
I can't i really love him I don't want ruin what we have im scared (Hongjoong starts crying) SEONGHWA I LOVE YOU I really miss you but im scared if I stay away maybe I won't have to face the fact.s-seongy don't leave me how am I supposed to pay my bills it's not like I got fired but I don't want to see him. I know Seonghwa is worried about me but I can't speak to him right now I can't ruin what we have my love for him now showing. Seonghwa I-I love you I wish I had the guys to tell him.
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(third person POV)
Seonghwa was looking for Hongjoong but Hongjoong didn't want to be found but then again he wanted Seonghwa so bad. Seonghwa called and called but Hongjoong didn't answer he was wondering why he didn't answer his calls .Hongjoong was stressing out he didn't know what to do Hongjoong was thinking and he finally answered the phone for Seonghwa.
(Seonghwa POV)
Where the hell are you I've missed you why weren't you answering my calls I don't even know where you live and your my best friend. Please Hongjoong I need to know your okay I miss you so much if this is about the kiss I'm sorry I was being selfish I didn't know I would grow is apart. Look Hongjoong I-I lov like being being at work and being friends with you please let me see you I miss you you can't do this to me at least come to work you don't have to speak or look at me I just wanna see you.
(Hongjoong POV)
Seonghwa ..... okay I'll go to work there's just one thing I was thinking maybe we could hav... a host party I really like partying so I'll call when I'm done ok I promise (hangs up ) what the Hongjoong I thought were better that this. Man when am I going to tell him how I feel it's about time I want him now more than ever when he walks it's sexy like a model,when he his hair mmm. The way his tongue comes out mouth, when he licks his lips ahhh,they way he dresses hnmmm,the way he looks at you I'm pretty sure everyone is gay at work. (Third person POV)
Hongjoong became very obsessive in Seonghwa but it was a light crush he fell for him but Seonghwa was ready. So after Hongjoong fell asleep and he woke up the next day to get ready for work but he forgot to set his alarm Seonghwa was angry cause he really believed in Hongjoong. Hongjoong came to to work everyone stairs at him when he sits at his desk Seonghwa looks out the window of his office.(Seonghwa thoughts) " he actually came I never thought he'd come I thought I'd be alone but he actually cares". Hongjoong looked at the office windows and saw Seonghwa he waved at him and Seonghwa turned around.
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(Hongjoongs POV)
I seen him staring at me but all I could do was wave at him I swear if I had the courage to tell him I love him if only I was strong enough. Seeing him was like heaven falling from the stars to the surface.He will me be mine now I just have a feeling that he's straight does he know that we bleed the same. If I'd run will he follow I love him I know I, do I thought, I'd cry but I break that way. Something I would tell him is that he doesn't need to cry or be angry embarrass who you are.
(Seonghwa POV)
I know he saw me and I just got scared so I closed the blinds I don't get it why is it so hard to understand him when all up in you you don't show any attention. Does he feel some way about the kiss we had I need to apologize for what I did but I'm not I want to get even close to him? He's mine mine I tell them other strangers' perfusion is here within us I want to feel every pain he has so we can be even more close. When I think about, I'd never apologize because it wasn't an accident, I purposely wanted to kiss him when I close my eyes he's there. I need him on his knees now I'm getting horny by the thought of him just sucking and licking me. When I see him, I'm telling him how I feel if he doesn't feel the same way I'll force him to I want to take his innocence because I've been holding it in. Touching him is like love but stronger I want him to scream my name I'll fuck him till the lights go out. I'll give him so many bruises he might not come to work and then he could live with me, and we can be happy. But then again that's the thought now it's time to make it come true.