Toxic love

Chapter 34

Disha's POV

"Is it still painful." I shake my head in denial.

"Don't lie." He again ask in anger.

"There is still some pain." I mumble. I don't want to see him crying. Besides comparing it from yesterday's pain it is quite bearable.

"Why was I feeling so much pain? Was it all because of appendix removal?" I ask. I still can't believe that one can feel so much pain during a appendix operation.

"Yes baby it was and....I am.." suddenly tears starts spilling from his eyes. I get panic "sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I did it for us. I...did it for us."

Immediately I take him in my arms. "It's okay. You don't have to feel sorry. You did it for me....for us. And it's over."

But the tears and weeping don't stop. I pull him on the bed and take his head on my chest. "It's okay."

"I did it for us. Forgive me.....I did it for us."

"It's okay. Sleep vihaan everything will be over when you wake up." I mumble.

He doesn't stops. His tears also doesn't stops. My heart keeps drumming in fear. He is a brave man who doesn't shows his emotions to anyone except me. But he never cries.

The first time I saw him crying I promised to myself to never let him cry but now he is crying like baby.

Suddenly his mumbling stops and the room gets surrounded in silence.

Getting few minutes to myself I start thinking about his behaviour. Was it that much serious that he is crying? Was I serious? And about yesterday I can't seem to remember anything except me getting sleepy and ending up to give myself to sleep after my study.

Forget it.

Not getting sleepy I just stare at the mirror. I don't know why there is a gut feeling telling me that something bad is going to happen. I just hope it doesn't concern vihaan.

"I am sorry. I did it....for us." I again hear him mumble.

"It's okay." I say and caress his head and nape. I have to talk to him about this.

"Yes" I shout whisper as I hear a knock.

Rosaline's head pops inside. "Mam miss Lisa has come. Should I send her in?" Why did she came? Is it related with my operation as she was the one who took my blood samples?

I nod my head in a approval. With a great effort I sit in a seating position with Vihaan's face nuzzled in my stomach. It's uncomfortable as there is still some pain but I don't want to miss the innocent face of vihaan.

"Mrs Malhotra may I come in?"

"Come in"

As soon as she comes inside she stills. Her gaze fixed on vihaan's face which is nuzzled in my belly. A very hurtful look can be seen clearly on her face.

"Ahm ahm" I clear my throat to get her attention. It's not her fault that she likes him. I don't feel insecure even a bit. I just sympathies this type of love. And I thank the god that my love is not one sided.

"Um sorry to.... bargain but I just wanted to ask if you are feeling better."

"I am fine just a slight pain." I give her a big smile. A blush creeps on her face as her eyes falls on the wall. I shrug thinking it to be a betrayal of my eyes.

"Oh that's good. It's really impressive that you are feeling good not only physically but also.... mentally."

"Oh I don't quite remember it." I mumble feeling embarrassed.