I'm Sick, So What?

Ch 1

In this world, any body has a will to live on their own way. Whether it is a child or an adult, everyone has their own way of living for their own sake.

However, one girl, regretfully died at a very snowy day without living for herself , without knowing the world herself and eventually reincarnated in the book she secretly read as the sickly first princess.

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'......tss, where am i?' The girl thought before she stood up from the bed and went to the mirror from the distance. As she stare at herself, she widened her eyes seeing a very familiar look.

'The.. there's no way, right?' She thought and heard the door opened and a woman with a maid costume came with a tray in her hand. Her round ginger eyes opened wide as if she just saw something unbelievable.

"Y-your highness! You... can stand!" She said as hot tears started bawling out her eyes.
'Your highness? I can stand?' The girl confused glance once again herself in the mirror. She widened her eyes. 'No way?"

"Are you referring to me?"

"Yes, Your Highness!"

"Then, can i ask for my name?" The maid sweat the moment she heard the girl formally asking her, a mere maid.

"Your Highness name is, Annalise. Annalise De Faven." After hearing the name of a VERY familiar name, the girl loose all of her strength and now laying down on the cold floor. The maid rushed as she didn't care for the tray that she was holding earlier.

Annalise laughed crazily as she finally thought she had gone crazy.

'Annalise De Faven.....That girl from the novel i read. The sickly princess of the Faven Empire died at the age of eighteen in early spring. The protagonist of this world is the illegitimate and second princess of the Faven Empire. In the book, 'The free life of Anna' was my favorite book of all'  She chuckled to herself remembering the book whereas the protagonist was free and was spoiled by the Emperor. She even has her own fishes but devoted her love for one person.

However, there's something that anxious Annalise. She asked the maid, "How.... How old am i today and what season are we today, woman?" Although the maid was confused as to why Annalise forgotten her name, she answered,

"Eighteen, and it's early fall, Your Highness."

'Fall, means i have two months left before i died again!!" Annalise thought crazily and fainted in vain. The maid, Ilona scream for help in every corner of the room while Annalise closed her eyes, wishing that this is only a dream and not reality.

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.....That's what she wished but, in the end she was still in the body and the maid from earlier chapter was crying beside her. The doctor the new character frown upon examining Annalise.

Sigh..

"Your Highness, are you sure you don't want to be operated? That way, you can live for another five years." He asked with concerning voice which Annalise replied with a smile. 'Although having operated will give me another five years to live, instead of that i rather live without regrets right now.'

Annalise smiled warmly, "Thank you doctor but, you already know that i have been operated when i was small for one time already and that gave me years to live because i new heart was planted on me." Annalise continued, "I....don't want to live with only five years only until i die so instead of that, shouldn't i just live the way i want and leave without any regrets?"

The way Annalise say it is that she's fine to die without any regrets in this world. She doesn't mind dying but before that she wanted to live freely with no one stopping her, unlike in her past life where her neck has a leash because of her parents, in this life Annalise is determined to have one goal.

'Leave without regrets!'

It doesn't matter if she's sick or she's weak. At the very least, she can do anything that she want.

Annalise stared at the Ilona and the doctor name Chester. They were moved to tears that they can't even express what to feel right now. Annalise chuckled and thought,

'I'm sick, So what?'