Kiara's Pov
I placed my hand on top of his wrist, bringing it closer, kissing the bandage's over his cuts. JJ moved up, on top of me, he pinned my hands down with his, I smiled, then leaned in aggressively, and then I kissed him. He kissed me back, I pulled away from the kiss, he looked at me, smiling, I tugged on his top, he looked down, then nodded. He took his top off, throwing it to the other side of the couch. I then began to slide mine off, only my bra was on. He smiled, his smile was contagious, made me smile.
I loved him. And I wanted to do this, with him, and only him, forever. "Are you sure?" He asked me, with concerned eyes. God, he was so sweet. I nodded, smiling, biting my lower lip with my front teeth. He slid his hands behind my back, un clipping my bra. I placed my hands on top of my bra, moving it away. He just stared at my boobs, I covered them, I was insecure. "I'm ugly." I whispered, looking down, still covering my boobs. He shook his head in disagreement.
"How can you say that? Kie, you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I'd do anything for you." JJ said, in a calm voice, I looked at his strong abs, all his bruises, all his cuts. I nodded, then moved my hands away from my boobs, then hovered my hands over his bruises. "Does it hurt?" I whispered, looking up at him. He nodded, looking at me still. "I love you." I said, moving my hands away from his bruises, putting both of my hands on his back. "I love you so much." He replied, kissing me. I moved my hands to his shorts, he looked at me, then down at his shorts.
I tried pulling them off, but he got up, then pulled them down, revealing dark navy blue boxers. He got back on top of me, kissing me. I pushed him away, removing my pink fluffy pants, revealing my pink underwear, he smiled, making me nervous. I stayed there, still for a bit, thinking, he got back on top of me, staring at me. I began to cover my boobs again, getting insecure again. "It's okay, Kie. Don't make me pressure you into doing something you don't want to. If you don't want to do it, I understand." He said, smiling at me, he was so sweet.
His words made me sure, the words he just said made me certain that I wanted to do this. He was the one I loved, more and forever. I pulled him in, kissing me more, his kissed moved down from my mouth, to my neck. I giggled, it tickled, I slipped off my underwear, he looked at me, all of me. I was vulnerable, exposed.
He pulled off his boxers, and the rest was history.
30 MINUTES LATER
"JJ, I'm cold." I whispered, waking him up. He looked at me, then got up, pulling his boxers back on, trying to cover himself. He nodded, looking at me, then he left the living room and went into the hallway. He came back holding a white fluffy blanket, he pulled it over me, then flopped on top of the couch, snuggling in to me. "Your so sweet, you know that?" I said, smiling widely. I don't think I've ever smiled so much, in fact, my face hurt so much from smiling.
"Your sweeter." He replied, I smiled even more, god, I've never felt this way about anyone before. "Was it your first time?" He said, looking at me. I nodded slowly, he was so special to me. "Yes, yours?" I asked, looking at him, I don't think it was his first time, but I didn't really care. "I've only done it one other time, I was really drunk at a party." He said, I nodded, still smiling. "Are you mad?" He said, looking at me, worried. "Mad? Nooo! JJ, I can never be mad at you for something you did in your past." I smiled, reminding him it's okay to make mistakes.
"Sorry, I've never had a ... Wait, are we together?" He asked, looking at me, confused. "If you want to be." I said, playing with his hair. "Kie, can you be my Girlfriend?" JJ asked, I smiled even wider. "Of course! I love you!" I raised my voice, my voice was going all high pitched and squeaky, it's never done that before. I guess, this is love.
"I've never had a Girlfriend before. I'm sorry if I do something wrong." JJ said, he looked so scared. "JJ, I've never had a boyfriend before either." I said, smiling.
