The Silent Tears I Cry

Chapter 1

(EDITED) by xCallMeDeex

Day 1, Monday

I can't stand my life. It's really complicated. I live with a drunk son of a bastard you call my dad. Ever since my mom, who was my dad’s mate, died.

How?

 Well certain rouge trespassed into our territory and decided to kill her. An innocent woman had been killed for no reason. My dad couldn't do anything about it. After a few weeks everything had been falling apart. You see, if your mate dies, your whole life falls apart. It’s like you can't do anything without them. You will feel like your whole world has fallen apart. Well, that's how my dad felt right now. All he does is get drunk, sleep, and eat. He beats me to the point that I wish I'd just die. He insults me every chance he gets.

I always thought that even after your mate dies and you have created pups with your decreased mate, you will take care of your pup with so much love and passion. Well my dad doesn't think so; all he cares and will always care about is himself. He treats me like a worthless piece of shit that and thinks I’m the reason his life’s a mess. He blames everything on me. He made me do everything in the house while he goes out to clubs.

Sometimes I wish that I was never born. Then my dad would have no one to blame shit on. I'm surprised that he didn't kill himself yet. I can't stand that man. He's not worthy to be called my father. I wish I was 18 then I’d leave this hellhole a long time ago. But nope I had to be born later.

My name is Lauralie Alexandra Raymond. I am 5'5. Yeah I know I’m short for a girl but whatever; it's fun-sized right? I am 16 years old. I have bluish/hazel eyes. My skin tone is camel. I have long brown hair that reaches my back mid-way. I have a body to kill for. I'm a junior in high school. I am a werewolf as you can tell. But we werewolves are also known as shifters. We all have mates. Faith gives us all a mate. Who’s like our other half. Without our other half, we’ll always have an empty part in our heart. Mates are someone who you will love and protect and care for with all of your heart. It's like a soul mate. I want to find my mate so I could feel love and wanted by someone. I hadn't find mines has you can see. I'm a loner right now. I am timid (shy). I don't really talk to people, but when I do I end up being crazy. Well, we’ve had to move several times because my dad doesn't feel right anywhere we go. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't want me to find my ma--.

''LAURALIE YOU BETTER BRING YOUR ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT NOW'' my so called “father” growled. I came downstairs to see him sitting down the table with an empty plate in his hand.

Shit! I totally forgot to make breakfast for that asshole.

''Yes Father'' I said as I grabbed an apple and my skate board getting ready for school. I didn’t want to be late.

''Well I got up this morning expecting to see a nice warm breakfast made for me but instead I see an empty plate prepared for me on the table.'' he said as he gotten closer to me. I could feel his hot stinking breath coming closer and closer with every step he took.

''Um…well…um you see…” I just couldn’t form the words in my mouth. Ugh! Why am I always afraid to answer one simple question?

 All of a sudden I was thrown to the ground yelling and screaming for help. I cried out in pain. My own father beating his own child. He then started choking me. I can't believe he's taking all his anger out of me. His own child. I really do feel unwanted around here. Why does fate hate me? Did I do something wrong to get abuse this bad?

''When I come back in here you better have my breakfast made for me! If not then I’m going to beat the living shit out of your ugly ass. Whoever becomes your mate I will feel sorry for him. He's going to have an ugly woman as a mate that's a disgrace to this family. If we get a chance to pick our own family, I would had made sure that I don’t  pick you.'' he said while dropping me down to the hard floor leaving me screaming more in pain on how hard I hit the floor. I think I heard my bones crack.