Moving To Fast

Chp.7

Lashon POV
          After School...
When I tell you that bitch had me fucked all the way up. She betta be glad Im pregnant or I wouldve dragged her ass. She got the nerve to tell me that Im a hoe. Like WTF she the one who ask for dick.
"What you thinkin about bae"James said while glancing at me.
"Im just thinkin of how I wouldve dragged that hoe if I wasnt pregnant"I said.
"Pleassse dont think about it because I really wont us to last and I dont wont you to stress about it"James said sounding like something was on his mind .
"Bae you got something on your mind.You know you can tell me anything right"I said sounding kind of worried.
"Uhhh let's go out to eat. What do you  want Apple bee's or Red lobster"He said trying to change the subject.
"Fine...I want Red Lobster. You still gotta tell me whats wrong with you"I said.
"I will...maybe"He said laughing.I start  crying softly to myself.Ohh shit here go these damn hormones.
"I was just playing bebby"He said.I luaghed still crying.
"I know that it's just these hormones starting to kick in "I said.
James POV
We get to Red Lobster and order our food. Im just tryna figure out how imma tell Shon this.I mean its nothing bad .I just never told anybody how I felt about the situation.
"So you gone tell me whats wrong "Shon said sipping on her lemonade.
"Uhhh ...ok well I never told anyone how I felt about this situation but I guess I have no choice.About a year ago,I had this first love her name was Tisha(In MM).She was my everything I would kill for her anything.Well that changed when I got her pregnant she killed the baby because she said I would love the baby more than her thats when I lost all love for her.She didnt lose love for me she used to stalk me ,take pictures of me sleeping,in the shower all that.How she did it? I have no idea.She finally disappeared.So thats when I start being a little thottie boy. Until I start to talk to you .I feel like you just make my heart complete. But can you just promise me that you will not try to kill my child and that youll stick by my side."I said.
"I promise baby Ill stick by your side. And I will never put our baby in harm"Shon said. After she said that I seen somebody that I wish I never seen before.