Kidnap By Mr. Handsome

Chapter twenty-four: WHY NOT ME

I ran to my car as I backed out the parking lot.

I drove fast in my car, trying to forget what I just heard, "he loves me, and I will prove myself in this book". I got to the house the house grab a bottle of wine and ran into the bathroom, I opened the bottle of wine and almost poured a glass and then drunk it out the bottle, i put down the bottle and flip to the first page, my phone shook on the ground as I got a text from Stefan

"Hey could you go to the grocery store"
"That's what he texts after what I heard, I wanted to write a whole paragraph on what a cheating motherfucker he is! But I just texted ok, I open back up the page to see a whole math lesson, half of this book is math!

I started flipping though the pages again and found: "I never thought I would love her as I did, and see what we have been though almost makes me what to marry her, I remember seeing her in the class room almost a couple of months ago"

"I started smile while I was reading, it was 1 year ago when we met in the class room, then who is he taking about?" I said nervously hope he made a typo,

"Oh her blue eyes, and her perfect body, I could just have sex with her forever, maybe its what I messed up all those years of taking, taking girls that doesn't want sex, just love,"

I cried as I took a sip from the bottle of wine as I sat down on the wall, "what does he mean all of those years, it's only been one and I am the only one what is talking about girls, I should be the only one!"

I kept reading "that's what I messed up at, I can't keep kidnapping girls for sex but just have it at school, I really messed up kidnapping the last one I did, she thinks that we are dating! And not that, that we are married! Hahah"

I took another big sip from the bottle as I cried my tears out, "this whole time I though we was dating and I am the only one, I'm just the last one
"Plus she don't even want to have sex, all she wants to do it talk, and then get this, she is talking to two guys at the same time, at the time I really wanted to cut her off then but then I didn't want her to tell the cops that she's not really not dead, but that's why I all ways take the mental ones or the abusive family, so it a good back up story.

"I was just a part of his plan and how did he know that, why not me," I get up and look up on myself at the mirror and start talking to myself out loud "why not me, I thought he loved me, I wanted a family and I wanted everything I have to be ours but you just had to have a school slut" I said to myself like I'm talking to him "WHY NOT ME" I said before smash my head into the mirror breaking the glass before falling back onto the ground and onto the book, as I black out