Chapter 19: I'm Sorry

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~Princes P.O.V~

How could she do this to me?! Why would she lie to me like that? I really love this girl and she lies to me. She finished putting the bags in the closet and layed on the couch. Unique came back in the room and tried to comfort her but she wouldnt talk. She just cried, i wanted to hold her and tell her everything was okay but i was... In my feelings right now. Unique finally gave up and her and Roc went to sleep. Ladie finally cried herself to sleep. I couldnt sleep at all, i wanted her to be in my arms, she started crying and screaming. I ran over to her.

Ladie: Nooo stop!! I dont want it!! Stop!!! No...

Me: Dee. Dee wake up!! *Shakes her*

Ladie: STOP!! *slaps me*

Me: Ow!

Ladie: Oh my gosh im sooooo sorry im so sorry

Me: Baby whats goin on?! Tell me. I promise i wont be mad..

Ladie: ....... I cant its too much...

Me: Baby you're having nightmares! Tell me.

Ladie: *Sighs* Steven was Kieras cousin, one day in 8th grade i went over her house and he was there with some of his friends, they said she left out to do something so i could sit and wait so i did. Next thing i know four guys hold me down while her cousin rapes me and shes in the doorway laughing. *she starts crying*

Me: Oh my god! *holds her* Baby i didnt know! Why didnt you tell me?!?! I wouldnt have reacted that way.

Ladie: I dont bring it up. I've spent years trying to forget about it.

Me: Does Bey and Jay know about this?!

Ladie: No.. Only MiMi

Me: Baby... Im so sorry

Ladie: *sniffs* Stop saying sorry. You didnt do anything wrong.

Me: I yelled at you when i shouldn't have.

Ladie: I shouldve just told you to begin with.

Me: No its a touchy subject. You shouldnt have to be reminded of it. I dont blame you.

Ladie: *starts crying again*

Me: Baby its okay! He cant do anything to you anymore. Im here for you, im not gonna let anything or anyone hurt you. Come on now.. Stop crying

Ladie: *still crying* I cant.

Me: Baby come on. Stop. Lay down, baby breath

Ladie: I'm just gonna sleep on the couch...

Me: No baby i cant sleep with out you in my arms. Dee please...

Ladie: *sighs* Okay

We got up and got in bed. She layed her head on my chest a cried a little more, i caressed her face to calm her down. She finally went to sleep, i couldn't sleep. Thinking about what happened to her was killing me inside, i was angry and sad all at once. I cant believe someone would do that to her. I started to cry a little bit and she woke up.

Ladie: Jake baby dont think about it.

Me:*wipes face* Its just... The fact someone could do that to you.

Ladie: Jake stop thinking about it... The more you think about it the angier you get

Me: Okay... Ima stop thinkin about it.

Ladie: Okay... Go to sleep...

Me: I love you mami

Ladie: I love you too

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