Escape His World (H.S 1D)

Chapter 20: Officially

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Harry's POV

She curled up against me, her head tucked in the crook of my neck. I couldn't fight the grin on my face. Her hair tickled my chin as her puffs of hot breath touched my cheeks. I kissed the top of her head as I started to move from the bed. She groaned in protest as she reached her hand out for me. Blindly grabbing for me.

"C'mon hun. We gotta get up." She slowly lifted her head from the pillow with a grimace on her beautiful face. We never changed last night so her glasses were crooked on her face. Her hair disheveled. For some reason she was even more breathtaking like this. I don't know how she did it but somehow she changed me. I didn't really notice but little by little, I stopped thinking about hooking up and all that sh!t that would corrupt my thoughts every day. Yeah, I have my own problems, but she makes me forget. Maybe its cause her problems are so much bigger I don't know.

I gave her a small smile. I knew sometime I would need to tell her. But not right now. My past doesn't concern her right now. I mean, we weren't really even dating right now. It was kind of an in between. Well, I needed to change THAT. Today was the day I was planning on taking her thoughts off of her dad. To just enjoy a teenage life. I wanted to do something huge and romantic. Damn, Louis would really be helpful right now. I frowned at the thought of Louis. I didn't even know the guy very well but he was something special.

"hey are you ok Harry?" Angela asked cautiously. I didn't notice my fists were clenched tightly to my side. I slowly let my scowl fall from my face. She walked over to me and put my fists in her hands, unfurling them finger by finger. I watched her as she untangled my fingers. It was as if she was entranced with what she was doing. When really, I knew she just wanted her focus to be on something other than her dad.

Angela kissed my knuckles on each hand and wordlessly threaded her fingers through my hair. I hummed in approval and let my eyes close. Just enjoying her presence. Who knew how long we could do this. Pretend that we didn't have any worries.

"Harry. I know that face. What are you thinking about?" Angela whispered. I just looped my hands around her waist and pulled her close to my chest. My hands clasped together at her lower back. She let me hold her without asking any questions. THis is why I loved her. She understood when I didn't want to talk. I was so scared that Angela would leave me for somebody else once we solved this issue with her dad. I'm scared that the only reason she thinks she loves me now is because I am the only person she can talk to about this right now. What happens when we don't have that anymore? I admit I am so insecure about everthing. My dad always expected perfection from me and I couldn't handle the pressure sometimes. I had turned into this player when in the presence of my dad because I knew that it would annoy him. The fact that I was not the golden boy pained him.

I scowled at the thought of my dad. My hands unconciously pulled back into fists. Angela had never seen this side of me. The pure Harry side. The raw me that had stupid, insecure, and irrational thoughts going through his head. The little boy who was scared of the future and unbelievably high expectations. Angela pecked my forehead, then my nose, then my lips. I kissed her back because I loved her. Because I needed her. Because she was my drug and because she made me forget.

"I don't know what is with you today Harry, but know that you can talk to me. We don't have anything if we don't have trust ok?" She pushed my chin with her finger so I was looking straight into her chocolate brown eyes. I swear I could get lost in them. Her eyes were filled with worry and I didn't like that. I picked her up and spun her around. The room filled with her joyous laugh. I kissed her again.

"I love you, Angela. You know that right?" She nodded silently.

"What is it with you today Styles? You are having what girls call time of month mood swings. Is there something you aren't telling me, Harry?" She giggled. I smiled lightly. If only this oculd be us all the time.

Angela and I stayed in bed the entire morning just watching TV, laughing, cuddling, and eating. Although my two o'clock Angela pecked my lips and went to the bathroom to get changed.

"Harry I'm heading out for a bit ok?" Angela said as she tied up her hair.

"Where to?"

"I'm just gonna hang out with Liam and Niall for a bit at the mall, K?" She took her glasses off and put her purse on her shoulder. A wave of jealousy hit me like a hurricane. I clenched my jaw as she scrambled around the room getting ready. She glanced at me through the mirror and must've noticed how tense I was. She walked over to the bed where I was staring straight ahead at the wall.

"Harry calm down. We are just friends." She said, carressing my cheek. I pulled away slightly from her hand. Hurt flashed though her eyes. She perched herself on the edge of the bed.

"I love you. What do I need to do to make you see that?" She questioned.

"Be my girlfriend." I said suddenly. Finally looking up at her. I wanted to do this right but right now just seemed like a good way to put my mind at ease. Angela scooted over so she was sitting in my lap.

"What?" She whispered.

"Be my girlfriend." I repeated through gritted teeth.

"Oh Harry I never thought you would never ask. I wasn't really sure what we were but i wanted to be with you but I wasn't sure if thats how you rolled and I was sca-" I cut her off as I kissed her. She smiled into the kiss. My hands went to her hips.

"Is that a yes, Angie?" She nodded and kissed my cheek again. I couldn't help but pump my fists in the air as I grinned boyishly.

"YESS I LOVE YOU ANGELA THANK YOU!!!" She laughed as she got up from the bed to continue getting ready.

"Bye Harry. I love you!" She called as she went to exit the apartment.

"Wait!" I ran up to her and hugged her tightly. "I love you. See you later girlfriend." I said into her hair.

"Bye boyfriend." She winked at me as she closed the door behind her. I had a silly boyish grin on my face the entire day as I waited for Angela to come home. I mean, I, Harry Styles, had a girlfriend who I actually cared for and vice versa.

Suddenly, I heard the door creaking and a padding coming from upstairs.

Nobody's POV

He stood there with an almost evil glint in his eyes. The hairy, physcotic looking creature stared back with an equal amount of authority and amusement. The man took a step forward and laughed. He seemed to be loosing composure. The gruesome animal seemed to grin back as the man cackled.

"Come to play again?"

Just a repeat of what I think about the Zayn issue. PLEASE READ!!!!!!!

For all of you ppl hating on Zayn or Perrie. Go away. If it makes them happy LET THEM BE HAPPY. Zayn dedicated 5 years of his life helping and inspiring kids and teens all around the world. The least we can do is accept that he just wants to be a normal 22 year old. Think about it. He has spent the last five years being analyzed and speculated by the media and fans. I think it is only fair that we let Zayn be. Maybe he will come back. I dont know. But he deserves to chill for a little bit until he feels he is ready to take on the ruthless sea of girls, if he is ever ready. If not we need to accept it ok? Stop hating on Zayn because he has done so much for us and it is selfish of US to think he needs to come back to 1d if he is not ready. And no, this is not completely managements fault either. Yes, they played a major part in it but if I were Zayn, I would want to spend my time with my fionce and enjoy life out of the spotlight just for a little bit. I know 1D isn't the same without Zayn. I know. But there are still 4 boys named Louis, Niall, Liam, and Harry who still want our support and want to keep going with this. Whatever their future holds, its their lives and who are we to control it?

So who's the man in question in the last chapter? Comment thoughts!