Tw: negative self talk
Adoras POV:
It's been a week since I woke up I don't really know what happened tho glimmer won't tell me anything.. all I remembered was feeling weak and I wasn't in control of my body. I remembered some of the horrible things prime made me do but not all of it... only little bits. Anyways glimmer said she wanted to wait till catra got better.. but Catras better now so maybe there just waiting a bit longer or they just forgot
Anyways I was feeling pretty bored to I went to try and talk to the kids.. they were all in Finns room for some reason- So I knocked on there door
"Come in!" Finn said and I opened the door
"hey guys.." I said walking in and closing the door
"Oh hey mama" Mia said waving
"Hi baby well what are u guys doing?" I asked walking over to them
"WE were just talking we were pretty bored honestly" Arya said laughing
"Yeah there like nothing to do around here anymore" I said throwing my hands up in the air and laughing and the kids flinched and I stopped laughing I felt horrible..I felt like my heart had just been stabbed and then shredded "I-I'm sorry.." I said tearing up a bit And I started to walk out the room
"No mam-" Mia said but I didn't hear anything she said after that I was already out the door of course I closed it I was careful not to slam it and I went back into my room and locked the door and cried 'my kids hate me..' I thought to myself. Eventually I stopped crying I went to look at myself in the mirror
"Ur kids hate u... there-there scared of u and it's all ur fault. You-you should've fought harder. U were being weak" I said to the mirror "and everyone probably hates u." I finished and I started crying again I leaned my back against the wall and sat there I looked at the mirror infront of me and blasted it and the glass broke 'I'll clean that up later' I thought to myself I heard some voices outside then a knock on my door
Glimmers POV:
Me catra and bow were standing outside of Adoras door
"U guys ready?? Y'know this won't be easy right?" Bow said
"Yes.. but we're ready right sparkles?" Catra asked
"Yea! Let's go in! Sooner we get it don't with the better... and I all ready have mermista waiting on my signal so she can bring ice cream to us while we ugly cry." I said and they both looked at me like I was dumb
"What she insisted!!" I said then we heard glass shatter and we all jumped
"MOMMY!" Mia yelled and ran up to us
"What's wrong?" Catra asked looking at her kids
"Mama.. is she ok?" Arya asked
"I don't know we were about to go check on her" I said
"Well.. something kinda happened.." Finn said looking guilty
"What happened Finn?" Bow asked
"W-well mama came into our room we were talking ab y'know random stuff and she threw her hands in the air and we flinched...she started crying and ran out the room..." Arya said
"Oh adora.." I mumbled
"Mamas gonna be ok u guys can go to ur rooms now we're gonna check in her" catra said
