Sorry agr bura lge phle hi...
Kyunki doh din se dil dimalg mai buhat kuch chl rha hai....
I never thought kisi se attachment kya hota hai mujhe nhi pta tha... Being introvert... Friends bne pr kbhi dil ki baat nhi kr payi kisi se...
I don't even know what love is... Family hai.... But what love emotion is wo kbhi ehsaas nhi hua..
Two years back when I saw sidharth and shehnaaz together laughing.. Enjoying together that day ... I felt connection... Something... Jisne mujhe unse jode rkha..
Bb ended my connection turns into admiring them.... Want to get news of them... What are they doing... Not that together even as single person... What he might be doing... What she doing... Like that
Then I got to read few fictions... That when I know there is platform wattpad over many of such fictional books are there....
I kept on reading and getting more attached with them ..... And now they became like ideal... There persona which attracts more... I too start writing fictions
Likhi maine bhi aur apne apko dhund lia... That I am too capable to do things...
Love kya hota hai... Emotion kya hote hai usme wo jana
Life mai phli baar lga ki life shi chl rhi hai.... Motivation hai .... Din ki shuruwat aur khatam hona sab dono se judi thi.. Beech mai apna kam krna... Kuch nhi krna tbhi ek motivation.. Sab shi hoga... Ek ek baat unki sab kisi motivation dialogue se kam nhi hai
But in between I too hears many things... Fc wars... Cursing eachother.... What not...
Why..... Kbhi socha wo type krte hue likhte hue kisi ko glt bolte hue ki samne wale ko kaisa lgega...
Kbhi bhi mann kia kuch bhi trend kr dia
Sidnaaz is curse yhi kia tha nahi trend... Aur iske sath pta nhi kitna galat galat likha bola... Kaha...
And what I say about them... Wo isse ignore krte rhe... Krte rhe... Humesha... Aur yhi bola mt ldo.... Mt galta bolo...
Lekin nhi fans ya admirer nhi hume maa baap bne ka shook chda tha... Hume lgta hai ki freedom of speech mili hai... Toh kuch bhi bolo... Kuch likho.. Kya farak pdta hai...
Pr listen bhagwan sab dekh rha hai sunn rha hai.... Wo shakti kuch bhi jo bhi hai jisne yeh duniya bnayi... Sab dekh rhi hain....
Aur shayad yeh uska hi nateeja hai.... That someone jisse admire kia ideal bnaya... He left... Left this world... Without saying anything... Not just world but the soul too...
Kal pictures dekh kr aansu control hi nhi ho rhe...
Do din se bhra hua hai dil mai.. Kisko bolu smjh hi nhi rha hai.... Drd ho rha hai... Ajeeb sa lg rha hai... Feeling like pta nhi incomplete sa mehsoos ho rha hai...
Hazaar i belief in this... Aur they both too believe I guess tbhi toh sbko pta tha they are together... Sath mai hai.. Khush hai... Industry know about them... Kisi ne muh nhi khola... Kyunki they want it to be private.... Nazar ka darr.... Aaj wo darr sach mai badal gya....
Itni khushiyan mili ek mahine mai.... Appearances pr appearance.... Picture hi picture... Whi nok jhok... Pyaar... Sab mila... Sab dikha.... Aur ab sab khtam... El baari mai.... Nazaar .... Aur sidharth ki language mai destiny....
Whi hua jiska kisi ne nhi socha tha....
Abhi bhi sab bol rhe hai shehnaaz is now shehnaaz sidharth shukla...
Yr tum logo ko pta bhi hai.. Wo ldki k maan mai abhi chl kya rha hoga...
Kya soch rhi hogi abhi wo... Kuch idea hai kitna pain ho rha hoga....
Lekin nhi sabko apna verdict dena hai.. Sbko likhna zaroori hai... Apne dimag k ghode jo daur rhe hai unko yr thoda kam chlao...
Let her decide now.. Wo kya kregi ab.. Kya krna chahegi ab... Kyunki ek insaan nhi buhat kuch chla gya hai... Umeed, sapne... Pta nhi drd kitna sath mai uski ek jhalak humne kal dekh li...
Now please ek request hai.... Please for sake of humanity thoda dimag dil ko shant kro... Apne shabdo ko likhne bole se phle socho... Kisi ke liye bura mt bolo
Ek baat aur sikhli yr...
Life is unpredictable.... Kuch bhi ho skta... Kuch bhi kbhi bhi....
I am trying to get stable...
Sorry kisiko bura lga... But yeh mere emotion mai control nhi kr pa rhi yr...
Kis se share kru kuch nhi smjh arha mujhe.... Kuch nhi...
