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Good bye Im living on the streets now.

VAJAJNOOABAHH HELLP, ONE OF MY SIBLINGS DID SOMETHING STUPID TO ME AND I WAS SO ANGRY THAT I NEEDED TO BE ALONE TO CHARGE UP, IT WAS AROUND 9PM AND I WAS DOING THE DISHES AND MY PHONE GETS TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AT 11PM, THINKING ABOUT IT MADE ME MAD 5x AAHKA I FINISHED AT AROUND 9:55 - 9:58 PM AND I WAS SO CRANKY THAT I ONLY HAD 1 HOUR WITH THE PHONE, AND I WAS HEADING MY WAY UPSTAIRS TO HEAD MY WAY TO THE PHONE AND K STG MY DAD CALLED ME TO MASSAGE HIS BACKKAJA

AND I MEAN I CAN DO THAT, I MEAN- WHATS THE HARM? MY DAD OWNS A HALLOW BLOCK BUSENESS AND ITS REALLY HARD TO MAKE THOSE AND HIS MUSCLES MUST BE ACHINGSUSU SO IM A GOOD DAUGHTER, I CAN MASSAGE HIM RIGHT?? WELL FUCK OFF I WAS SO ANGRY THAT MY MENTAL CAPACITY WAS OF A GOLDFISH SO I ACCIDENTLY YELLED AT HIS FACE- "NO"

AND ISTG LOOK, BEFORE ONE OF Y'ALL QUESTION ME- "You're dad must be in pain with his work that he just needed a massage, He works his day for you're family so you could eat, And you had the audacity to say 'no'? I mean you could've just said it, not yell it" SJJAKALAL I KNOW IM SORRY BUT LOOK I WAS IN A SHITTY MOODAHAJ AND I WAS ALSO KINDA MAD AT MY DAD, YOU SEE HES SO F'IN GOOD AT PISSING PPL OFF AND MAKING HIS CHILDREN'S INSECURITY GO WILDAJJA WHEN WE WERE AT THE DINNER TABLE HE WOULDNT STOP CRITIZING MY GOLDEN TEETHSBSN AND LOOK AS A INSECURE LIL BITCH I CRIEDBJAKA AT THAT MOMENT I GOT A BIT MAD AND MY SIBLINGS LIL THING TO MAKE ME MAD ALSO DOUBLED MY MADNESJSKAK AND ISTG MY MOM GAVE ME A LOOK OF DISSAPOINTMENT AKAKKAKSKA HELP WHAT SHOULD I DO IK I SHOULD SAY SORRY BUT HOW ITS SO AWKWARDAJAJ