i feel guilty

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                                                                                 Y/ns pov:

i felt terrible for Aidan her must be heartbroken i walked into Dylan's room 

Dylan: is it done 

Y/n: yes its done happy now 

Dylan: i am Y/n very

he started removing the window covers he did my room first i saw into Aidan room he was crying max was hugging him i felt soooo bad nobody should have to feel heartbreak it feels like you got stabbed in the heart and you cant let go of the past memories you share it hurts that's why i didn't want a boyfriend because they would go through pain or i would go through the pain i used  to act tough but on the inside i was crumbling and Aidan was my glue he would always make sure  i was happy before making sure he was happy and its all gone and for what 

a few hours later 

a bright light shone in my face i was in the hospital i looked around Aidan was on my left to me and Max was on my right 

Y/n: Aidan Aidan wake up 

he woke up and looked so happy i had no idea what had happened

Aidan: oh my god don't do that i was so scared hey max she's up 

Max: bestie oh my god Jesus i was so scared 

Y/n: what even happened where's Dylan 

Aidan: you saw max on the floor you thought she was dead and you got Dylan then fainted you wouldn't wake up so we took you to the hospital 

Dylan walked in with drinks he dropped them when he saw me awake 

Dylan: oh my god Y/n I'm so happy 

he went to hug me i pushed him away 

Y/n: stay away from me you sicko 

Dylan: what did i do 

Y/n: you broke me & Aidan up barricaded our house and smashed my phone 

Dylan: Y/n that never happened 

aidan: your phones at my house 

Y/n: but what about max climbing through the air ducks 

Max: what ?

the doctor came in and gave me a quick look 

Doctor: everything seems fine should be able to go home tomorrow 

Y/n: uhm doctor can you have dreams while your like unconscious  

doctor: uhm yes you can its not real at all but it would of felt real if you can control it that's called a lucid dream where you control your dreams 

Aidan: thank you doctor see i told you it was fake 

Y/n: it felt so real wait what about toby he will come back 

Max: he wont be my families pressing charges and if it weren't for you i would of died thanks best friend 

Y/n: well you  saved me from a life of boredom in school so i kinda payed back the favour 

we laughed the dream felt so real it was scary i thought i saw a horrible version of my brother but everyone else stayed the same i had no idea what was going home i just wanted to go home we played multiple mostly Uno I'm amazing at it  but i just think they were letting me win because I'm in hospital it seem silly but i know there trying to cheat it feels weird being in hospital they treat you special like your the most important person in the world it felt nice but if i say i love it I'm a narcist everyone feel asleep but i couldn't sleep what if i go into that weird dream and it gets worse i cant be going through it again and what happens if every time i fall asleep i see that dream happening its scary it might not seem like it but seeing my brother turn into a sociopath and hurt everyone i love it all leads back to me i fell like its all my fault its like every one needs me for something but i cant juggle them all I'm not a superhuman but i think they think that i don't know what to do anymore i love my life but i need a vacation to escape from all the madness for a little town this has a lot craziness i just hope it clears up by the time i get out 


//I'm going to leave it there for today i have to go to my dads house for the night but i hoped you enjoyed this chapter of Back of the class also if you have any ideas for the story just comment them enjoy your day or night thank you for  244 view it means the world to me just thank you again//

//here's some Aidan + a bit of David//

//here's some Aidan + a bit of David//

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