Loving The Right Beckham

oh gosh

I wake up feeling dizzy and sick I get of my bed and look in the mirror "monster" I repeat in my head as that's all I saw in the mirror

I walk to dresser and get all my clothes out and pack them in a box I get my bed sheets off and my posters off the wall and my shoes of course

I look around and realize I'm done.and all I have to do is rest before the big day comes the day I move to LONDON

I get dressed in my baby blue high-waisted jeans and a white crop top that says "chilling" I get my convers on and sit right back down on my naked bed

I see my door open and its.my mum "hi mum " I say with my raspy voice

"hello darling" she says giving me a kiss on my cheek she looked worried

"mum what's wrong " I say uncertain "oh its just that our flight is today not tomarrow I messed up the schedule so get your stuff in the car " she said out of breath 

"how do mess something like that up?"i said looking at her but she gave me no responds "are you high" i said jokingly but got a life lesson instead