Meherbaan Hua...

Hey Guys!

How are all of you? I hope that all of you are doing well because we wouldn't want another incident to make us unhappy, isiliye sab apna apna Dhyan rakhein.

I have read a lot of instagram posts and I know that Shehnaaz had lost a lot, Rita aunty and Sidharth's sisters have lost a lot, but all the people who think ki isake baad wo log kaise jeeyenge, please guys don't say that!

Shehnaaz kyun nhi ji sakti? I am sure that all of you must have seen, if not a lot, then atleast a few deaths especially during pandemic.

We lose our families, sometimes we lose our friends, sometimes we lose our lovers or spouses, but does that mean that we can not live after that?

Han, kuch din talk zarur aisa lagta hai ki sabb khatam ho gya hai aur abb kuch sahi nhi ho payega but that's not true.

It has been 4 days, mein aap logon ko kya bolun, mujhe khud aisa lag ra hai ki I can not get over this because guys, this is the first couple I loved, I shipped them with all my heart and it feels unreal that the man on whom I based my expectations of a pampering partner, is dead.

I know that Shehnaaz feels all if this a lot lot more than all of us but that doesn't mean that she can't go through it.

Don't you guys remember that Shehnaaz is a person who smiles when things go wrong and we have seen this in bigg boss to.

She might not be able to pull herself up in a short time but gradually as she starts accepting everything, she will get over it.

And further, now there are 2 familes who can take care of each other. They all are sufficient to make sure of each other's well being.

Baaki, jo fans ka dukh hai, wo toh hum logon ko hi pta hai. Mujhe 4 din se kuch achcha nhi lag ra hai.

I might have told you guys earlier that family  has purchased a house and after that we even did a havan.

Yesterday we shifted to this new home, I have my own room finally after 21 years of my birth, I have almirahs that solely belong to me.

But fir bhi kisi cheez ki kami hai, it's happiness. I have tried so much to be happy about about this new house, but I can't do that. I can't being myself to enjoy when we all are mourning.

So, I get how much in pain we all are. If anybody wants to talk, there is me right here and if you don't want to talk to me then there are still 2 other fandoms for us.

I am sure that neither of them want to seperate Shehnaaz from Sidharth and Sidharth from Shehnaaz anymore...