Loving a Stranger

 

    Sometimes it is much easier to love a stranger than to love someone who's always on your side. Because a stranger can't judge you. They're the one who doesn't have inhibitions.

I can say that Im inlove with a stranger.

There's this one guy I accidentally bumped with at a cafe near my townhouse. Alam nyo yung feeling na pagkakita mo sa kanya ay masasabi mong 'He took my breath away.'

Dahil pagkakita ko palang sa kanya ay hindi ko  na mapigilan ang pagtibok ng puso ko. It's just that hindi naman talaga ko naniniwala sa love at first sight but hindi ko lang talaga maipaliwanag kung ano ba tong feelings na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

That time, I really wanted to get to know him well but i just can't, cause someone specifically a girl hugged him from behind.

'Oh, he's already taken' i said to myself as i was looking at them. And you know what? It hurts like hell.

And if your wondering if what does I felt back then. I felt defeat. Bakit kailangang sa estranghero pa ako magmahal? Bakit di na lang yung mga taong nagmamahal sakin? Bakit sa taong ngayon ko palang nakilala? At ang mas higit na gusto kong malaman ay kung bakit hindi na lang ako ang babaeng kasama niya ngayon??

Isn't ironic na andaming taong nagmamahal sayo pero ang taong gusto mong mahalin ka ay siya pang taong ni kahit sa pangalan ay hindi ka man kilala. Hirap diba??

And now, ang gusto ko lang sabihin sa kanya ay "I never stop loving you, but everytime I look at you, it only reminds me the fact that i'm just a STRANGER to you.

And the Pain's like Hell.!!