1. Why me?

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Cha Do Hyun POV

I can't remember anything nothing at all.. Why am I like this, why am I a monster... Why me. Who am I really ? I feel so empty I feel so alone. Who am I really ? Am I Cha Do Hyun or am I Shin Se Gi ? Who am I really? Am I even me? I question myself every time I do something so violent and so wrong, why can't I remember anything?

Every single time I outburst it's like I disappear and someone else takes over me and controls me doing things that he likes and things that I wouldn't do.. Why do these bad things happen to me ? Why am I like this ? Why me ? How did I get stuck with D.I.D ?

So I question myself how will I overcome this disorder ? Maybe I should move to the States for a little while and figure things out from there ? Or maybe I should find me a physician. Nobody can know that I have this disorder and I mean nobody, everyone will think I'm a monster and no one in Seungjin group will help me..

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 20, 2015 ⏰

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