Soulmate - Kim Seokjin

15.

I sobbed as I held his hand.

I should never have left him alone so much.

I would've known how he was feeling.

Father.

I rubbed circles on the back of his hand and stared at his helpless face.

"Hey. Do you need anything? I'm gonna grab a coffee?" Jin asked as he stood up from behind me.

"I'm okay, thank you though."

"I'll come with you." Namjoon stated and they both left me alone with my father.

The tears were streaming down my face at this point and I couldn't help but sob. It's all I knew what to do.

"I'm sorry father. This is my fault. I'm sorry for not being there for you when you needed me. I'm so sorry for leaving. You know why I've been gone? I have a boyfriend. I don't know why I didn't just tell you? The worst part is you'll love him. He's everything you've ever hoped I'd find in a man. He's so sweet father, he's loving, he cares for me so much. He's called Jin. Kim Seokjin. Please wake up. I want you to meet him. I think he's the one. Wow did I really just say that?" I laughed and wiped a few of my tears.

"Yes you did." I turned around to see Namjoon standing there with two coffees.

"How long have you been standing there?" I asked as he came over to me and sat next to me. He handed me a coffee and I thanked him by nodding at him while I sipped the warm latte that burned my throat.

"Long enough baby sister." I sighed and shook my head. I hate when he calls me his baby sister. I know I am but I'm older now, I'm a woman. "So you think he's the one huh?"

"I do. I know it's crazy because we haven't been together that long but I really do think he is." I sighed and rubbed my face. "Am I crazy?"

"A little but I think that's what makes love so special you know? When you find the one, it makes everything else seem so unimportant. It makes you crazy but in a good way." I smiled and looked at Namjoon.

"I hate when you're right you know? You're always so philosophical but it comes in handy when I'm stuck." I giggled softly and nudged his side.

"He's gonna be okay you know?"

"I know. It's just hard seeing him like this. He hasn't been this bad in ages." My frown appeared once again and I held father's hand again.

"Hey am I interrupting?" Jin poked his head round the door.

"No come in." I smiled at him and he came in and sat behind me and Namjoon.

I was thankful he was here but I felt bad making him sit with us.

"Tell him." Namjoon whispered in my ear and nodded his head towards Jin who was now sitting on his phone.

I moved my hand away from my fathers and turned to Jin.

"Hey Jin, come with me for a second please."

"Oh sure yeah." He stood up and opened the door for me.

"Thank you." I smiled at him as we walked into the corridor. "Let's go for a walk outside to clear our heads.

"Anything for you love."

I smiled as I took his hand and we wandered outside. It was a little cold but nothing too chilly.

The night sky was slowly filling with purples and pinks as the sun was setting.

"It's beautiful."

"I know." I smiled as I turned to him and found him staring at me.

I giggled and slapped his arm gently.