The following two days trudged by at glacial speed. Although I tried to restrain myself, the temptation of checking my phone for any messages was too intense for me to control. Yet, every time a notification alarmed my screen, and I jumped my attention on it immediately, it always turned out to be some group chat message or likewise bullshit I couldn't care less about. The only thing I could care about right now was the boy that made me feel complete: Dan.
I hadn't received a message from him all weekend and I was going crazy over it. It's strange how someone I've only properly met once can mess you up so much even things like your appetite go haywire.
I didn't understand it. He's been so nice to me. Even let me use me his jacket and everything. Although he hadn't seemed like that guy at all when I met him, I couldn't shake what Liv said about him being a player. It pained to agree with her on this, but perhaps she had a point. Liv had always been much smarter than me at everything so why should I assume differently here, I was just being dumb and letting my feelings distort the reality of the situation. He didn't really like me.
... or maybe he had just lost his phone.
Either way, I was an idiot for doing this to myself. I felt like a fool; I was either overthinking this, or being a blind follower, capable of being used by any and every guy.
Ugh, my mind was so lost over this all weekend that by the time Sunday evening had rolled around, four pieces of homework were still left untouched. I had work to do.
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Girl in love
Mystery / ThrillerSelena, a fourteen year old private school girl from north London is stuck in her posh, bland home and school environment. She wants desperately to escape, and when she meets the mysterious boy of her dreams, she jumps at the chance of something thr...
