Thats Not Me

Chapter 19

Shoto's pov
1 year later
Its been a year since my top surgery and a year since kat and i talked about having a family.
Ive been pushing off going off my hormones for weeks but its getting close to the time that if I dont soon I probably wont be able to conceive my child.
I'm suppose to take my shot tomorrow but I told kat to not let me, we havent told anyone we were doing this no one but my doctor knows im going off my hormones i told him about our plan and he gave us some safe options cause testosterone withdraws are a real thing.
We graduate from UA in 4 months and thats means till then when om off my hormones we need to try and be as safe as we can.
I was sitting in the common area watching tv when I felt a hand run through my hair and him kiss my head he leaned over and wrapped his arms around my stomach real soon baby boy real soon he said as I felt him rub my stomach.
I gsve him a weak smile. His smile dropped and he came around and sat next to me and he grabbed my hands.
Whats wrong baby?
I was just thinking about what my doctor said about the withdraws and the intense dysphoria its going to be really hard on me and i know your going to be there to help but I feel like I would just drag you down make you depressed in the proccess.
I felt tears welling up in my eyes as he pulled me close to him he laid down and he let me lay ontop of him.
Ill never leave your side baby boy i wont let you go through this alone and you only want one child so we once that baby is born you can go right back on your hormones.
I just nodded.
Thank you, I love you kit kat. I said softly.
I love you too baby boy he whispered to me as he kissed my head and played with my hair.
Now do you want me to cook for you? I just nodded fast as i got off of him and i ran to the kitchen and i hopped onto the counter.
I love when you cook for me your food is always so good i said with a smile.
He nodded and he went to the fridge he pulled out a carton of eggs and the milk.
He started cracking several eggs into a bowl and added the milk and mixed everything together i couldnt really see what he was doing but it smelt really good.
About ten minutes later a plate was presented in front of me.
It was an omelet here he said as he handed me a knife and a spoon and we moved to the couch he flipped the tv to a different show.
Here cut it right down the middle. He said.
I cut it open and I saw it was an omelet filled with cheesy scrambed eggs it looked amazing.
I let it cool off a bit before I took a bite it was delicous.
Tomorrows the day are you ready?
I just nodded im ready but im not looking forward to the 3 months of withdraw symptoms.
Well lets hope it doesnt last that long. He said as he sat his plate on the table.
I put mine down and i laid down with my head on his lap.
Heyso now that were 3rd years and we get paid for our hero work and we've both been saving i was thinking about maybe starting to look at getting our own place soon? He said.
I smiled up at him and i nodded that sounds great i would love that.
Awesome ill go get my laptop and we can start looking around ill be riggt back he said as I sat up he went to our room and he came back holding his laptop.
He sat down amd we got comfortable as he pulled up the first website
4 hours later
We finished on the last website and we had 7 appointments for house tours tomorrow alone.
Come on baby lets go out for a late lunch and have a bit of a date day we got a lot done today.
I smiled and we went to our dorm and we got dressed and we left since i have my driving license now dad gave me a key to his car to use till we can get one for me i just havevto let him know when i take it out. Its kind of funny only three people in the class so far have passed the driving test me, momo and iida and neither of them will play uber for anyone else unless it benefits them in some way.
I shot dad a text saying i was taking the car for a few hours and where im going.
We got in the car and I turned it on and i backed out and we headed to our favorite cafe.
We pulled in and i found us a table and he went to the counter to order for us.
I started looking at baby clothes and furniture online saving whatever I liked.
I started looking mostly at boy clothes.
I saw a plate and cup being sat in front of me and i heard him laugh a bit.
He sat down across from me, its a little early to be looking at that stuff dont you think?
Nah i just want to look see what i like thats all.
We ate and talked for a bit thinking up baby names.
We put our dishes in the wash bin and we gpt back in the car and I turned to him.
So where to now?
How about the mall?
I just nodded as we drove in silence as we held hands.
We pulled in and we went inside and we saw it was already pretty crowded.
He held my hand tightly cause he knew i didnt appreciate crowded setting.
We made our way to hot topic and we found some stuff we wanted we got some new jewlery and we found the upcoming hero section. And it was heros from our class class B and even some from shikitsu I thought it was pretty cool that we already have merch. We got some merch of our friends and we found the merch for my parents.
We got a bunch of stuff and we went to check out.
The lady smiled at us and she looked at the stuff we got then back at us.
Oh wow your pro hero shoto arnt you. I let out a sigh and i nodded.
Yes I am.
Oh thats amazing i cant believe shoto shops here let alone buuly his own merch sounds kind of self centered she said.
Well actually some of those are mine and his siblings and parents want merch of him to support him so we got those for them, kat said.
Babe thats why i wear a mask with my costume so people dont recognize me in public when im not working.
I know i just never liked the idea of masks.
Um which hero are you? The cashier asked as she scanned the items.
Um im the pro hero dynamight why do you ask.
Oh i just never thought you would be out eith someone as calm and relaxes as shoto.
I just scoffed and i paid and i made sure to look at her name tag before we left.
Im definitely calling and complaining about her later there was no reason for her to say all that it was like she was in love with you but hating on me. He said
Its okay kat lets just enjoy our day and hope nothing else goes wrong and we can do that when we get back later.
Lets go to spencers i need to get more pins and stickers for the kids.
He nodded and we walked off hand in hand.
We walked in and I quickly went and I grabbed 6 packs of assorted pride pins and 6 packs of assorted pride stickers ans 6 packs of assorted pronoun stickers i also grabbed a few packs of pronoun pins.
I went up and i paid with no problems.
I walked over and I saw him looking at insents he grabbed a holder and 6 boxes of insents he went and paid and we left the store we walked around a littlw going in and out of little botique stores.
Come on lets go to the grocery store and pick up some food for dinner and ill make something ive never made before i will have to look online for ideas but im thiking either Mexican food or greece food for dinner.
We started our walk to the exit when I caught a glimpse of someone they were gone in an instant but they looked familiar.
We got out to the car and we made our way to the grocery store i tried to get a spot close to the front i found a spot relatively close we got inside and he was scrolling through his phone he looked like he was thinking intensely.
Once we got in the door i grabbed his waist and i kissed him pulling him from his thoughts.
He smiled a bit. What was that for baby?
You ignored me the whole way here and didnt look at me at all on the walk in here.
Sorry baby i think i found a recipe i want to try but we might have to stop at the meat market if they dont have what im looking for here. He said.
What is it?
He looked at me with a bit of an evil smile its a surprise he said.
I got a little scared but I trust him and that he wont poison me.
He grabbes a cart and we took off.
We got down to the sauce isle when I saw the man i never wanted to see again it was endeavour but he wasnt who i saw at the mall i thought.
Kat grabbed me and he pulled me behind him I quickly pulled out my phone and i started recording in case anything happened.
Hello shotai I see your still with this annoying brat, ive bern trying to call you since the day a lawyers aid served me papers saying you were no longer mine. You really should come home you know how much i love you, your siblings miss you so much yes i found out they were secretly seeing you i know fuyumi forged my signature to get you into the dorms i know it was natsuo that cleared out your room, and i know they testified against me to get you removed from me and trust me when i say they both got the punishment they deserved for disobeying me. He said in followed by a booming voice.
Im sure they probably still have bruises from that day a whole 2 years later. He said followed by a chuckle.
You really should come home the whole family misses you so much.
Im never going back i have a new family that loves me, a familybwho doesnt hate me, hurt me, lets not forget i have a family who has never tried to kill me over the fact in trans they accept me for who i am they helped me get on the medication i need to be happy they helped me get surgery and now im truely happy im with the boy who makes me the happiest ive ever been the boy who i hope to marry one day and since the day i left your custody i havent been scared for life i was scares that one day i would be forced back to your house, I was scared I would be killed cause of your hatred for anything lgbtq+ and you dont think i havent noticed you stalking me for the past almost 3 years now. I have and i have recorded everytime you did like my dad told me to and dont think for a minute that I'm not going to show that to him I dont think he will go easy on you and I will also pass it o to the police and file a restraining order against you and me doing that will result in you losing your hero license and i wont hesitate you dont deserve to save people when you torture your own family.
Kat and i slowly walked away and i hit the button to stop recording i got it all i said.
Good job baby come on lets finish up and leave. I nodded
We got the rest of the ingridents we needed for dinner and we headed over to the meats and he told me to wait back.
I did and I watched him scan the shelves and he shook his head and he walked back we have to go to the meat market a couple blocks away its on the way back.
They have what im looking for here but it honestly doesnt look very fresh he said. We went and we checked out.
We went the few blockes and he told me to just wait in the car and he will run inside.
I nodded and he shut the door and i watched him literally run into the store i locked the car doors still a little shaken up about what just happened.
I waited for 10 minute sand i saw him come running back out i unlocked the car and he climbed in.
When you said you would run in i didnt think you meant literally sprint.
He laughed a bit.
Yeah comecone lets go back so i can cook im excited to try this recipe.
I laughed a bit and i drove us back to the dorms.
He helped me grab the bags from the back seat i locked the car and we went inside.
Okay so can you take the bags to the room and then go tell your dads, shinsou, and eri that im making dinner tonight and its a new recipe and that it will be ready in an hour and a half.
I nodded and i took the bags to our room and i went upstairs to shinsou dorm and i knocked on the door and i opened it.
I saw shinsou and denki sittinf on his bed both out of breath when I noticed hickeys all over denki's neck.
I just brushed it off.
Hey katsuki is making dinner its a new foreign recipe he found hes excited for it and it will be ready in an hour and a half. I told him and i shut the door.
Hey sho come back in for a sec. I heard him yell.
I opened the door and popped my head in.
Can denki join us or is it just imidiate family?
Um right now its just imidiate family we have some news that we want to talk to the family about and we dont really want anyone else to know yet incase it doesnt work.
Ok I understand but you better bring me back up a plate later i love bakugou's cooking denki said with his usual smile.
I nodde dand i left i made my way up to my dads room amd i knocked on the door i waited till i heard them say come in.
I open the door and i sit down.
You normally just walk right in whst happened? Well lets just say i just came from hitoshi's room and him and denki were in there if you get the jist.
They both nodded well katsuki is cooking dinner for the family we have been tslking snd we have big news that we want to share with you guys also he has a new foreign recipe that hes making and hes super excited about it.
They both just nodded i gor up and i went back down stairs and i saw him cooking the meat i dont know whst kind of meat it was but it smelt really good.
Anything I can do to help babe?
Nope you just sit there and you look cute thats all I need he saif with a smile as he leabed over and he kissed me and he opened the fridge and he stired something.
I watched him work his magic in the kitchen till i heard little feet running down the hall i looked over snd I saw eri running down the hall he pulled something out of the oven and he let what ever it was cool down and he placed what looked like reslly fluffy tortillas on 6 plates he took a bowl out of the fridge and he used a spoon to pour sauce onto each wrap then he put the meat and loaded it with veggies like tomatos, a little bit of lettuce, pickles and olives
He pulled out a few sheets of partchment paper and he used that to wrap them up he went out and he sat a plate at every spot at the table and i made everyones favorite drink he pulled another bowl out of the fridge and sat it on the table it was a salad it looked amazing.
Soon I saw the other three coming down and everyone smiled a bit when they saw all the food already on the table. So i made greek gyros and a Greek salad i have never made this before so i hope its good he said.
So shoto what dis you want to talk to us about pops asked.
I looked at kat amd it took him a minute to what I was hinting at.
We have decided that tomorroe im going to be stopping my hormones for a while and we are going to work through the withdraws amd dysphoria but we want a family of our own a  child of our own. We arnt going to actually conceive till after graduation but I already talked to my doctor and he said that the hormone withdraws can last anywhere from 2 weeks to 3 months he said it all depends on the person and since we graduate in 4 months this will be the perfect time to do it and once i habe the baby ill go back on hormones right away.
That sounds like you already have your life all planned out we just ask you keep us updated if anything happens pops said.
I know I will.
You sure your going to be okay with all of this i know the dysphoria is going to be as bas as i ever was for you when you actually do carry? Dad said.
I know dad but we have already talked about everything and we have a plan already set in place so he can help me i said.
So do you havr names already choosen or are you going to wait till you actually conceive? Hitoshi asked.
We are going to wait till the birth to announce gender and name.
That sounds like you have everything planned out for this we will help you and support you the whole way dad said with a smile.
Does that mean i wont be the littest anymore? Eri asked
We all laughed a bit. Eri honey its goimg to be a long time till we have the baby so you will be the youngest for a long time.
She smiled and nodded.
Well sho in happy for you i look forward to being an uncle, hitoshi said.
Once we all finished eating he made a plate for denki and he went up stairs as i helped him clean up.
We went to our room and i chamged into a pair of running shorts and i pulled on my shoes and i grabbed my k necklace he got me i clipped it on.
Hey im gonna go for a run i just need some fresh air ill be back in about 2 hours.
He nodded and we shared a sweet kiss before i took off.
I shut the dpor to the dorms behind me and I took off running.
I got to a park and i sat down on the equiment I fixed my earbuds in my ears and i changed the song i was listening to i started to stretch a bit when i suddenly felt very weak.
I saw my vision getting blurry and i saw someone standing in front of me a tall man with a mask and a hood over his head so i couldnt see his face and a short girl with blonde hair. I couldnt see anything else before my vision went black.
I woke up to nothing but darkness but I could hear everything.
Your finally awake huh a scruffy voice said, i didnt recognize the voice.
Your to stay here till the persln who hired us contscts us to tell us where to bring you, the voice said again.
I closed my eyes and i took a deep breaths as i took in the sounds of my surroundings and the different smells. I smelt alcohol, a bit of dust, i heard loud talking laughing, doors and floor boards creeking.
It sounds a lot like the place my dad told me about when they refused katsuki when we were first years.
I know who you are. I said suddenly.
I dont know who you are particularly but i know where i am and i know your the league of villains.
Wow how did you come to that conclusion?
Memory of when my boyfriend was taken i heard all of your voices, when my dad told me about this place when he rescued my boyfriend.
I head a dinging noise and then what sounded like typing on a phone.
Well looks the our contact has set up a drop off place for you.
I was yanked up off the chair anf I was thrown over someones shoulder they smelled famialiar but i couldnt place it.
I was thrown into a van and we drove a bit i needed to reach my necklace so i could turn on the tracker that kat and i both had in case this happened but my hands were tied behind my back.
I suddenly felt the van pull to a stop and i was yanked out again.
I was guided into a building and i was forced up stairs and into a room, the door slammed shut and i saw a faint light through the blindfold.
It was yanked off my head and i saw the man of my nightmares standing in front of me endeavour.