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𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐬 - 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐥 [𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 & 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐛]
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❝𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐧.❞
that was what your mind kept repeating the more you tossed and turned in bed with the hopelessness of a heart ache. it was almost like your mind and heart were disconnected refusing to accept the fact that without izana...you were alone.
three years with that-
fine ass man- no! bastard, idiot, cheating fine ass man.
it hurt too much to even remember just how invested you were with your past relationship. you planned your whole life around him and now without him it feels like the world is starting to end.
you felt like your life was starting to end.
outside your window the darkness of the night filled your room pitch black with nothing but the small rays of city lights to accompany it. by now your head had been filled with too many thoughts to even try to fall asleep and besides, your stomach was hurting from all the crying you did hours before.
now you just felt like shit. complete and utter shit with a sprinkle of glitter on it.
mindlessly your hand reached over for your phone and then with the press of the button on the side your phone turned on showing a line of notifcations when the white rays blinded you.
notifications? for what? you wondered now sitting up with your back still hunching and wide eyes bouncing all around your phone. it was almost unbelievable how many different ones you had that were dm's.
the username was...
holy shit.
you rubbed your red swollen eyes with both hands as you gazed down at the screen with a heart that thumped madly like a beating drum. your head swirled at the sight of the verification check and then the name that read...
@𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐲𝐚✞ 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮.
after that your mind blanked and the next thing you knew your fingers were tapping at your screen eager to see what the other notifications were all about.
your inspiration...the person that you admired most when it came to fashion and designer clothes, was-was following you?
no...this had to be a mistake of some kind. maybe it's just a fanpage?
