Karmagisa One-Shots

The Difference

As Nagisa walked to school he felt relieved but terrified... Why? Well because home wasn't a place he would stay there by choice but school isn't either. None of these places were places that he would want to stay in. But if he did have to choose, school was the one he would rather stay in. It's 100 times better than home. Yes at school he'd would deal with bullies and *ahem* personal emotional problems (Karma). But still this was way better than dealing with his Mother. He couldn't help but think mostly anything would be better than dealing with his Mother.

As he kept walking, finally he was at the hill. Sadly this meant torture was about to begin. As he walked up the ginormous hill he saw up ahead a specific redhead with a girl. A girl that was in the same classroom as them. A girl that was sadly the redhead's girlfriend. This made Nagisa's heart sting a bit. Slowly he kept walking hoping the pair didn't notice him. But today the gods were not on his side (they never are).

The redhead named Karma and his girlfriend named Okuda turned around and came face to face with Nagisa. " Hey Nagisa," Karma said as he slowly walked toward the boy. " Hey..." Nagisa said back. Nagisa felt awkward in this situation, then again how could he not? Here he was talking to his long-time crush as if it were nothing. Not to mention his crush's girlfriend is here too. The gods are definitely not on his side.

Damn you gods Nagisa thinks in his head. After a couple of seconds Okuda starts to speak. " Why hello Nagisa, how are you?" She says in a sickening voice. In reality Okuda is a nice girl to everyone which is, Nagisa guesses how she caught Karma's eye. The thing is when no ones around she's a bastard to Nagisa. He doesn't blame her though, he actually understands why (who wouldn't) He had a HUGE crush on her boyfriend, so anybody would be a bitch to that person. " I'm good thank you" Nagisa responds as nicely as he can conjure up in him. " We should start walking, unless you guys want to be late to school?" Karma says in a teasing voice, not noticing the tension between the other two.

As the three started to walk once again this time all together. Nagisa turned his head to the two people talking. As he noticed the devil and the scientist, he couldn't help but change his mind. He would rather deal with his mother than this. This was the day he learned, the pain he felt at school  hurts much worse than the one home. Note to self don't come back to school he thinks as he holds in his tears. Yeah this is the difference between home and school. And he HATED it.

As the three finally got to their classroom Nagisa said his farewells as he walked up to his seat. Slowly spacing off. He wanted to cry, scream, no... he wanted to break something. His hands itched with the need to break anything, even a human's head. " Sensei, may I use the restroom?" He asked, " Go ahead," his teacher answered. Nagisa got up and walked out of the classroom as fast as he could muster in him without causing a scene. He walked the now empty hallways towards the bathroom. As he opened a stall door he started having a mental breakdown.

Who knew seeing someone you love dearly, knowing you can't have them be with someone else hurt so much. Nagisa wanted the pain to go away but it wouldn't. As he kept crying all his pain away he heard the bathroom door open. Nagisa froze, he couldn't move, he was stuck. " Nagisa?" a voice called out, wait he knew that voice it was the voice that belonged to his emotional problems, Karma. Nagisa was now panicking, what do you do in this situation? He cleared his throat and started talking. "Yeah?" he asked, Nagisa's mind was spinning, he was having a panic attack. Not now... he thought as his breathing became uneven.

His breathing became louder and louder by the second as he started to crouch down, hands going to his ears. Shit he thought, not right now please he thought he can't have a panic attack now, maybe later once Karma leaves. His vision started getting blurry and he couldn't breath. No no no please... he thought. "Are you alright?" Karma asked but Nagisa didn't seem to care all he wanted was for Karma to leave him alone. He doesn't want to deal with this pain anymore. "Leave me alone Karma" Nagisa said in a annoyed tone. "Nagisa what's wrong? Why do you sound so panicked?" Oh I don't know Karma, maybe because I'm having a meltdown and starting to have a panic attack too?!?!? Nagisa thought.

"Please... just leave" Nagisa said once again but this time in a more faint tone. "Fine" As the door opens and closes, Nagisa listens to make sure that he actually left before he starts to collapse. Yeah he preferred home instead of school, he thought before passing out.