Bloodstained City of Girls (COMPLETED)

Her letters

AN: this is just Elkie's letters and showing her pov, you can ignore it if you're not interested. 🌻

TZUYU'S POV●

My dear Chewie,

I made a lot of mistakes in life, I did a lot of terrible things that I regret. I have a lot of decisions that makes me want to disappear, but there's one thing in my life that I will never ever regret, and that's loving you. I should have treasured you more like how I treasured these little things I kept. You don't deserve being cheated on, Chewie. You're the kindest and prettiest person I know, so don't think that you are lacking that's why I cheated. I cheated because I'm a fool, it was all my fault and not yours. I've hurt you a lot this time, I want to thank Dahyun unnie and Chaeyoung for having your back.

I felt another hot liquid running down my cheeks once again, I'm silently sobbing while reading her letters.

My dear Chewie,

I saw you with your new lover. It hurts to admit, but you look good together. I can only wish now that it is me making you laugh, making you blush, and making your eyes glow. My life is getting messier, maybe this is my karma for hurting an angel like you.

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My dear Chewie,

You're experiencing pain because of me again, this group I joined are using me to make you betray your family. I can't warn you as they are always stopping me, they are looking after me to avoid helping you. After this, you might really end up hating me so much, I'm sorry I can't be useful to you even for once. They made me one of their top members to make your group think that you are really collaborating with us. They consider you as the main hindrance on their plan of making the TWICE fall. I've killed numerous people from other gangs who are trying to take you down Tzu, and that's the least I can do for you, sorry.

You are helping me without my knowledge? And here I am thinking you have completely turned into devil. I can only feel more guilt building inside of me.

My dear Chewie,

I heard that you left your group now, and you parted ways with your lover. That must be because of me again, it sucks to know that I keep on causing you troubles in your life. I know you love her and I know she loves you too, that's why I never tried getting you back into my arms. I wish you to be back with her again someday.

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My dear Chewie,

This might be the last letter I'm writing, I'm probably gone if ever you're able to read this. Tomorrow we will be attacking TWICE's main base. Too stupid of us, right? I know it is kinda suicidal act, but we have no choice but to follow those who control our lives. This world is so unfair for those who are at the bottom, but maybe this is also for the best. I don't want to continue living in this hell, especially I don't have someone like you beside me now. Whomever ends my life, I will try to ask a favor of giving you the key in this vault and let you find it. Even on my last breath I'm making it difficult for you huh? I just want you to know that you're my greatest love, my Chewie. I loved, and still love you.

Love,

Elkie.