'What's love? Why do people decide and agree it to be the most important thing in life at some point? What are its significances and why so?' the line read - she got what she was looking for, her answers to the most recurrent questions circulating everytime she close her eyes. It was like she was living in some sort of miraged world, formed by her own tortured self and conjectures. It was like her young self not allowing her to sleep peacefully until she understands the existance of this bizarre thing called "LOVE". Eventually she grew incongruous and keen to get her answers, to understand the concept and to conclude that for once if she had ever fallen in love, she didnt know or she has missed that very chance too. For her, falling in love was not for enjoyment, she felt it as the only way to escape daily accusations and allegations, to breath fresh air of hope and encouragement. Everyday's senerio used to fogg her mind with the cloudes of depression, mental exhaustions, self harming violence, disrespect, and all sort of fithy feelings and thoughts she could possible have.
...' the word LOVE is not just a feeling or emotion that can be explained in meaningful sentences, its much more stronger and worthful than that. Love carries lots of respobsibilities, sacrifices ,pains, sorrows, torments, loss and many more in itself. To understand what its actually is, you need to be wise enough and mature to experience by yourself and get your doubts cleared. Its nothing to be taken for granted. Its powerful more than enough to destroy every bit of yours, you have been working on. In simple sense if spoken - THIS IS DANGEROUS.- be careful to choose.'- she continiued reading.
...'to understand its inside and out, you need to feel it, touch it with your soul, inhale its fragnance and oder, mark its presence, note its importance, be its slave, win it by your worth, caress it with your concerned and demanding core, hold it within your eyes, express it by your frame. Can you? If yes then procced.
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Everyone claims that they actually understand the concept of love but how many among them has actually been wise enough to disolve himself in it and experience every bit of it- its light and dark sides... I guess very few, limited more pricisely.- she gave it a thought.
...' love is not only about being romantically involved with a body and soul. The awareness is wide spreeded. It has different forms , different meaning, distinguished to each soul differently by their prospections, opnions and individuality. It is important to understand each of these forms- to acknowladge love completely and if spoken honestly, it has been a bitterful failure to try succation in it. Ah!😞.
We love our family, our friends and still seek for that one being who would take the responsibility of being that crackhead for loving us unconditionally, geniunly without asking or demanding . We loose all of our senses when we sit to fantacise about our high expectations forgeting that we always need to sacrifice intending to get something priceless. Sadly, we are greedy organisms who are always begging for things we dont possess.
Yes its true, for once atleast we all need to be in love, just to understand the real reason of our life. Love teaches us alot of things - makes us understand the values of that each tiny things which we never care to notice. It pushes us to take the risk and outshine, it makes us do things which we would never dare to do, it makes us kind and loving, it makes us suffer the gruesome reality of this planet and let us stand on our feet- brave and strong, it makes us fight and dominate situations which we would have never thought of facing even. Love comes to us when we are least prepared and leaves us when we need it, just to make us independent and value self worth. We often forget what we are capable of doing, it makes us realise that- sometimes in its twisted manner or sometimes in its sweet lving way. It totally depends on us , how we are going to take it.'
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'Love comes to us in most unexpected ways.
Now with love, pain is too needed to be taken in our concerns. Love and pain are interlinked, without pain we dont realise that we have fallen in love and without love we dont understand what is pain, we dont feel pain. The feeling, Pain is always too vital. It makes us stronger, forms a sheild in ourselves for all the future battles we are going to fight.
Love has that typical strength to make every frightful situation kneel down and bow its damn head. Its the best teacher which teaches us the lessons of the biggest, lengthiest and toughest chapter -LIFE.' - She was consumed in those lines, lost in the her own world, hungry to read more and learn more about love, - life and Laments😌.
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Her idea was different. Here she was being selfish, selfish because she didnt want to fall in love to learn, she wanted to fall in love just to escape the torments. She thought she could seek consolation in someone's presence, the embrace she was missing in her life, the tight hug she was missing from her mother. She thought she would love that one very soul madly and unconditionally who would put a bit effort to understand her, would value her tears, her reasonings for the dreedful things she has been doing. Sadly, she was too innocent and immature to understand, this world will never revolve around her fantacies. She was stepping towards destruction and yet she had no idea of it. She wasn't a self consumed soul but brutal experiences made her. She was growing lusty of love , the love she had no knowladge about. She was unaware of the real world, she was unknown of the bitter facts and tasks this corrupt world will throw in front of her. She didnt realised that when she will be proved wrong, no one will come to fight for her, no one completely no one. Her lawyer would have been her mother if alived but now, now what, no one to forgive her and give her a chance.
Its not easy to live without a mother. When the base is not strong enough to hold the whole building, how can someone even expect that it will stand strong and fine. FOOLISH expectations🙃.
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Her alarm ranged. It was already 9 and she was still dreaming. Hearing the 5th alarm she woke up in an instant. She looked around, carefully noticed each things in her room and tried to get a hold on to her confussion. After a while she understood, it was no reality, she was just dreaming but whatever she dreamt wasn't a lie, it was meaningful and real. Though she didnt read a book about love but the concept she had dreamt was so true. Making a note in her head she got down from her bed and headed towards her washroom door.
Last night was a nighmare but quite helpful. After a long time she could actually cry her heart out, feel relaxed and free from the burden she was carrying in her heart now for awhile. While brushing her teeths she looked into the big mirror hanging on the wallof the bathroom. She looked at her reflection, smiled at it and repeated her promise to herself she had made last night - ' I promise to prove myself ma'😌❣️.
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MISTAKEN💔🔥
Короткий рассказHave you ever experienced any love story which was never destined to be complete yet it was powerful and worthy of all the struggles it had to face? Have you ever fallen in love magically? Here magically stands for - you were sure u could never fall...
