Love me not | ᴘ.sʜ x ᴋ.s |

| Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ 1 |

"I can't express my heart 

like a nice breeze

And the song we

listened together"

| Kim Sunoo P.O.V |

I was walking down the halls going to the library, with Love Whisper by Gfriend blasting in my ears. As I got into the library, I forgot what I was there for, so I sat down at a random table and started studying because I am falling for history.

As I was in the middle of studying, I felt a light tap on my shoulder, "Um, hey you dropped, your pencil," The fairly handsome boy said, "o-oh um thanks," I chuckled nervously, why am I nervous? I shouldn't be nervous. Sure he's handsome, but my heart should not be fluttering like it is now.

"Um, can I get your name," I asked him wanting to know more about him "Oh, my name is Sunghoon, Park Sunghoon and you are?" He said Park Sunghoon what a nice name. "Oh, well I'm Sunoo, Kim Sunoo." I said still a little nervous, for some strange reason.

"Well, it was nice talking with, you Sunoo but I have to go," I was a little sad that he had to go but why? It's not like we're best friends but, I'm sad? Why am I being like this "A-ah yeah bye Sunghoon."

I watched as he walked away, I didn't want him to leave, I wanted to chat a little longer maybe, become friends, or exchanged phone numbers. Will I be able to see him again?

I'm overthinking this, he's just an acquaintance, it's nothing, it's not like we're lovers. Somehow I can wish we were - no wait  I just met him, I can't be in love with him. He's just an acquaintance that all,

I started to get my things, to go back home, and collect my thought. I was walking through the hall, to the doors, I saw Sunghoon again, he was laughing, he looked really pretty when he laughed, but then I see someone next to him, I don't know why but I was jealous, I wanted to the reason he laughs. Wait why am I thinking about this he's not my boyfriend I shouldn't be jealous,

Whatever I pushed the doors open and went outside to walk home, The Libary isn't  that far from my house anyways,

It was getting a little dark, so the sky started to turn and orangey-red. it is really was beautiful,

As I got inside the house, I see my brother Jay, and his boyfriend Jungwon, cuddling on the couch, I was jealous not because I liked Jungwon but because I wanted someone to do cute Lovey-dovey shit,

I went upstairs to my bedroom and, flopped down on my bed, I went and, opened my nightstand drawer, and took out a pink notebook, it helped me focus on my thought a little more,

The whole night I spend trying to collect my thoughts.

---T.B.C---