Mujhe Apna Bana Lo

Part 1

The house was beautifully decorated......just perfect for an engagement.......just like in a dream of every girl.....but the situation was quite different here.....the girl was not at all happy because of the engagement but she has no other option......the girl is non other than riddhima gupta

riddhima who lost her mother at a very young age and her father was not really a person who she can lend on......her father was an alcoholic......lekin kismat bhi kya khel khelti hai.....riddhima ko laga ke isse buri uski kismat ho hi nahi sakti......but again she was wrong.......kismat ne aisa muh phera ke riddhima khud kuch nahi pata ke wo kya kar rahi hai.......she is left as only a body without soul......bachpan se hi itni buri kismat thi to wo itni jaldi kaise peecha chod sakti hai

she was sitting infront of the mirrow and was looking at her reflection infront of her.....she looked at her face.....which was very very pale.....she lost all the color from her face......she was sitting like a doll with no emotion.....suddenly the door opened and a girl with currly hair came in...

G: are wah hone wali bhabi jaan.....u r looking extremly marvelous.....i am sure apko dekhte hi bhai behoosh ho jayenge....
R: are nahi muskaan aisi koi baat nahi hai.....tu bata tu yaha kyu aayi hai
M: haa bhabi me aapko yeh batane aayi hu ke armaan bhai jaa rahe hai....wo to engagement ke liye bhi rukna nahi chahte.....aur jab sid bhai ko yeh baat pata chali to wo chahte the ke aap hi armaan ko roko....
R: armaan jaa raha hai....
M: jee bhabi.....aur sid bhai ko lagta hai ke sirf aap hi unko rok sakti ho.....aur koi bhi nahi.......mene bhi try ki lekin armaan bhai to kisi ki baat tak sunne ko tayar nahi hai.....plzzz dooo something......
R: me kuch karti hu muski....tum neeche jao.....me armaan se baat karti hu....wo apne room me hi hai na...
M: jee bhabi......bhai apne room me hi hai.......okee aap phir unke saath hi neecha aa jayega.......love u bhabi........u r looking just like an angel.....

riddhima saw muskaan leaving the room......as soon as the door closed.....tear started to flow down from riddhimas eyes.......

riddhimas pov:

armaan tum saach me jaa rahe ho........mujhe yaha akela chod ke.......me jaanti hu ke mene tumhe bohot takleef di......but trust me mere pas or koi option nahi tha........plzz armaan dont hate me.....tum aise nahi jaa sakte.......yaha pe sabko tumhari zaroorat hai.....plzz armaan.......agar tum meri aankho se dur ho jaoge to me chain se kaise reh paungi......agar tum yaha pe rahoge to mujhe kam se kam yeh yakeen to hoga ke tum salamat ho aur bilkul theek thaak.......armaan plzzz mujhe maaf kar dena......plzzzzzz

riddhima wished her tears and stood up and left for armaans room..........there she saw that his bags were almost packed.........he just came out of the washroom......wooooow was the first word which came in his mind as he saw riddhima.......she was looking like an angel on earth.......but then he saw her eyes which where red due to crying.......it hurted him in his heart.....he wanted to run to her and hug her......sho that she will forget all her worries.......but then again the words came in his mind which she said.....and he tried to controll his anger.....

A: tum yaha kya kar rahi ho.......tumhe to apne hone wale pati ke liye tayar hona chahiye na.........tum....
R: tum jaa rahe ho armaan.... (plzzz mat jao armaan.....me tumhare bina kaise jee paungi)

goood her voice sounded so broken armaan thought....... but he had taken the decesion and he wont back out......he turned around so that he wont have to face her anymore.....

R: mat jao armaan.....( me nahi seh paungi is duniya ke zulm agar tum mere saath na rahe.....yeh duniya bohot buri hai armaan.....aur agar tum bhi mujhe chod ke chale gaye to me to jeete jee hi mar jaungi)

it was just a whisper but still he heard it.....it touched his heart.......he turned around and walked to her....she looked so pale.....he knew that something is distrubing her......but why is she not telling him anything....he touched her face with his both hands....