I am thinking. It's 3 am and still I am here sitting in front of my window ,watching the stars and the moon. Not sleeping.
Even if I rly need to sleep. I will need it tomorro-No today. I will have very important exams the next upcoming week.
So I need to get some good rest.
But
How can I even? I mean I just agreed on marrying Jungkook. A bully. My bully. My school bully. Sadly it's not bcs we are deadly in love with each other. It's out of hatred. Both of us want revenge.
I want to crush him in his heart. As we all know wounds from Inside hurt more than anything from the outside.
If the heart is hurt. Then it will feel like you are burning. You will get weird feelings, weird ideas. Bad things will happen. Everything would feel like shit. Bad things happen one after the other.
It will destroy you and sometimes kill you.
Your mind won't be able to think right.
You feel hurt in every way possible.
One breakdown after the other.
One tear followed by the other.
Trying to find a solution.
Something that will help you in every way.You will feel rly bad. And what will the others get to see?
Well, easy a cold and straight face.
A poker face.
A I'm okey.
Nobody will get the idea of you ,being broken like that. No one.None.
And I want to see him hurt like that.
I want to have MY revenge.
It's mine.
I don't want him dead.
No.
Imma Good person after all.
Well the thing I was thinking about is Marriage..isn't it something big? A thing everyone waits to have. Something that shows the love of the two. That they want to stay forever together. From bad to good. Until they both get old. Until the death part them.Well,that's what I have knewn.
I saw the Marriage as something beautiful.
Something important.
Something that you cannot have twice.
Well not the first.
The first wedding should be the most important one.
Or not? I mean...it's the first time.First time to get married.
To have someone next to you.
That promises you to be with you in every way possible.
That will support you.
That will love you.
That will treasure you.
That will care for you.
That will stay by your side.
Until the very end.
(A/n:Nawww Imagine having someone like that🤧♥️Plsssss🤧)
Well I won't get that in this Marriage.
Sadly. I mean I'm still a girl with her dream of finding the perfect one.
Well ,life isn't easy after all. It ain't something easy. Love itself is complicated.
—Time skip the day of the wedding—
"Y/n-ahh~ Jagii~ Pretty girl~ Wake up my sunshine~"
Both my mom,dad and Ryujin came and wake me up.
"Huh?"
"Today is your wedding GURRRRL"
"What? Andwaeee I wanna sleep~ it's still uhm *looking at my phone* 6am. I don't wanna~Please let me sleep 5 minutes moreee"
"Hun the make up artist is in one hour here! You have to take a shower and to eat breakfast!"
"But eomma~"
"Pshhh no buts! Go get ready! The breakfast is in a half hour finished. Hurry up."
Plsss. I don't wanna marry in first place! This Marriage is not because of love! That hurts me...arghh.
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RomanceA short story in which Lee Y/n was forced to marry Jungkook, her bully. Not much before this forced marriage...Jungkook caused fire in Y/n. "He slapped me." • • • "My blood was now lava." • "It was boiling." • • "My patience is lost." • • To everyon...
