Lonely

I could write some real shit but we're all fucked up so would you or I even feel it? End of the day you still gonna love me? Doing things that irk me, please let me be lonely. It'll only be for a little while, you have no way to dial me I'm always going to be stuck with you so why don't we talk quietly? Never took the time to get know you and you didn't care enough to get to know me, but I'm done battling you I got you forever so let's pretend we're a loving family, fake it till we make it. Why won't you let me be lonely. Fell inlove with you so you'd leave but you fell inlove with my suffering and I was dumb enough to catch you while all you do is want to bury me so I'll ask again! Why won't you let me be lonely? I can't escape you mind, why do you hate me? Why don't you ever answer the questions I cry? You never leave me alone but I'm always so vacant, empath but you never let me attach to them you've made me never commit strongly im always left detacthing. All this love I have you find a way to capsize it, I'm slowly learning your tricks, you're filthy tactics. I hope you know I'm working to capitalize on this, you'll no longer be the big shit and I can't wait till I win so I can finally be lonely.