Secret Wife

our differences

"నా ప్రాణం కంటే నేను నిన్ను ఎక్కువగా ప్రేమిస్తున్నాను కానీ నా ఉనికి మీ జీవితానికి ఆటంకం కలిగిస్తే ... నా ప్రేమ మీ జీవితానికి విలువైనదేనా?

i love you more than my life but what if my presence disturbs your life...is my love worth your life?"

She slowly opened her eyes...when Sun was hitting her face she slowly moved away from namjoon to not disturb him tip toed to curtains to close them so he won't get disturbed...she checked the time it's 8 am so she wore namjoon's shirt which he removed yesterday night... hugging his shirt tightly she went and sat beside him holding his hand...all her thoughts become sad..when she remembered what his mother said...
She checked his in her hand how dark her hands are compared to him...how different they are...she thought about how strict korean beauty standards are...how his fans going to abuse her..she slowly started to shed tears..she thought she don't deserve him or his love..her heart is breaking just thinking about that...she was blaming herself for not being beautiful enough for him.. without thinking how much beautiful and better he thinks about her..... she silently sobs
Watching his hand silently... because of muffling noices he slowly wokeup and saw her crying badly...he woke up in the horror what happened

"Hey hey heyy bab what's happening...why are you crying here see me stop..."
She didn't respond to him silently crying badly...her eyes are swollen..her nose become Red..

"Please tell me what's wrong don't scare me like this baby... please...look at me what happened please don't do this tell me"
He hugged her circling on her back...pating her head...she slowly stopped crying and looked into his eyes with full pain...which made his heart weak just her one look expressing lot of emotions...which he is anable to detect

"Joonie I think this won't work out"
She said while crying on his chest.. hugging him tightly..his eyes widened in shock suddenly what wrong with her was the only thing ringing in his mind

"Whats wrong with you...just tell me what happened...don't scare me baby...I can't take any risks in our relationship.. please"
He said patting her head... slowly wiping her tears...she moved away from him...his eyes following her...she took his hand and put her hand beside him and looked at him in his eyes...he didn't understand what she mean...he confusedly looked her bewildered at her behaviour

"What baby what are trying to say?"
Again tears roll down from her eye's

"See the difference"
She said looking him straight with pain and tears in her eyes... namjoon didn't understand anything

"Aghh my hand is big and yours is small cause you are shorter like 5.2 something...which is cute but what's wrong on that.."
Her eyes went shock like really namjoon..and smacked his head

"Really namjoon...I didn't meant height..yeah I know I am short don't mock my height...don't boost yourself you are tall"
She pout and looked other side..he smiled at her cuteness

"I don't see any other difference baby...just tell me straight forward before I kiss your preety pouty lips . without brushing which you probably won't like...by the way who gave permission to wear my shirt...I wanted to see what's mine now remove it..give me my shirt back"
She rolled her eyes at him and scuffed at him...he hugged her from behind...and put his head on her neck kissing it...due to sudden stinging sensation she pushed him aside..