My Fault

Prologue

There's no other sound than knocking rain needles on the windows of the mansion. The mansion is deadly silent now. It had never happened before. I've heard that the sentence 'silent is loud' before, but I'm experiencing it now. To be honest, it's deafening.

The view behind the window is beautiful.

Wet grass, wet rockpaths, drenched flowers and frogs jumping here and there.

You can only admire them when you look past the window glass.

I should have done that sooner.

Now things aren't in my control.

Shutting my eyes slowly and letting my mind travel back.

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"Hyung, are you excited?" I heard Jungkook asking me while turning left, entering a neighborhood that I've never been to before.

"Shut up Jungkook" I shutted the younger up while letting my eyes to wander outside.

After few minutes, Jungkook stopped infront of a nursery. I got down before the younger asks me some stupid questions.

"Why am I doing this? He could have done this himself. Oldass" I exhaled before going inside.

I stopped walking when I spot her. There she is. Playing with kids.

She has a nice fit figure. Her hair is jet black and wavy, reaching her waist.

Sharp nose, typical normal lips.

What makes her special is her eyes.

Big eyes with emerald green orbs. Double lid eyelids.

Long, thick and curly eyelashes.

The most prettiest ey- what the hell. She's just a normal girl. Yeah, nothing special.

"That's Mr Li's daughter?" my eyebrows furrows. "Yep, let's go talk with her" the younger said but I stopped him.

"Let's go back and no more questions" I said as I walked back to the car, looking at her one last time.

I entered the house, heading straight towards his room. I opened the door with a knock.

"Are you okay with this?" he asked me.

"I'll do it" I told him and walked myself out.

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"Sir, everyone's there. We need to leave. People are waiting for you, Sir" my assistant calls me.

I nod and stand up, following her to the limo waiting for us outside the mansion.

"It's my last day as a mafia leader. You remember Anna. The mansion was full with joy once but look at it now. Silent like graveyard. This place already died when they leave. It's my fault. I lost in life. I lost as a son, as a leader, as a brother, as a husband and as a-" I couldn't talk more. I feel so ashamed.

"I know Sir. It's still not bad. You still have your friends and the missing piece in your life.... You have to work for it Sir. Need to gain trust Sir" she says as she opens the door of limo, motioning me to get inside.

Letting out a sigh, I just stare out the window.

I know it's an end but I'm sure there will be a new beginning.

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Hmm I haven't got my license yet. My life right now is boring.

So, what do you think? Which one is better? Single or committed?

Anyway thanks for reading. Will update soon.

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