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Willows POV

I was woken up by my annoying alarm going off, I rolled over to the side hitting it, I rubbed my sleepy eyes while making my way to the bathroom

I stripped from my clothes while letting my hair out and stepped into the shower as it turned on automatically

I hummed to a tune as a scrubbed my body and shaved

I stepped out of the shower and screamed when I came face to face with Xavier, I quickly placed my hands across my chest and crossed my legs as he chuckled

GET OUT I screamed at me he threw a towel at me while walking out the bathroom with a smirk on his face

I wrapped myself in the towel and did my skincare routine and placed my hair in a bun and made my way into the room seeing Xavier laying down on the bed with his phone

I quietly snuck into the closet, I threw on a black thong and a black bra, and picked out an outfit

I quietly snuck into the closet, I threw on a black thong and a black bra, and picked out an outfit

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her outfit

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her outfit

I knocked on Jordan and Averys door, Avery, she was wearing white jeans with a striped top and cardigan

I knocked on Jordan and Averys door, Avery, she was wearing white jeans with a striped top and cardigan

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Avery's outfit

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Avery's outfit

you ready to go Avery said and I nodded she grabbed her book bag as we made our way downstairs where Xavier and Jordan was

I held my head down feeling a little self-conscious, I mean like who wouldn't if the school's hottest boy saw you naked, well like at least I shaved like that's a good thing right but damn what if my-

My thoughts were cut off by Avery yelling my name

WILLOW she yelled waving her hands in front of my face

mmm yea I answered

I have been calling you for like 5 times now we have to go she said

Oh yea lets go then I answered grabbing my bag and phone walking out the front door with the others trailing behide me

AT SCHOOL

Avery POV

We arrived at school and Willow just grabbed her bag and hurried to her locked and I trailed behind her

Willows what's wrong with you I asked

Xavier saw me naked this morning bro she answered shaking her head

Oh shit I said

I know right like now I'm a little self-conscious she said

oh come on bestie I'm sure you do not look ugly let's get to class ok I said throwing my hands around her should as she nods her head and we walk off to History class

BACK AT HOME

Willows POV

I made my way into the room and threw my bag on the floor heading to the bathroom

I stripped out of my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror

I have never been insecure so why was I insecure now, I inspected myself in the mirror and I frowned as I saw a scar I got when I was 7, I was played and fell and a sharp stone and I sliced the side of the stomach, I had curves but just enough, I had medium size breast. I just need to get over all this shit

''I turned around to see Xavier'' leaning on the door frame watching me

''Your a creep I said'' rolling my eyes slipping a sweatpants and sports bra on

I was enjoying the few he said with his signature stupid smirk

What do you want I said

You been acting weird since you know this morning he said

Just a little self consious that's all I said making my way to the room when he grabbed my hand and turned me around to face him

I was 5'6 and he was 6'6 so I had to break my neck to see his face

His grabbed my chin and kissed me it was soft and sweet this dude was rough

I kissed back and I felt his hands go to my neck, he pulled away and looked in my eyes

Your perfect just the way you are, you hear me he said and I nodded

Words Willow he said

YesI said and he chuckled and walked away

I rubbed my now swollen lips and my cheeks heated up

I actually kissed him

Willow whats wrong with you Avery asked

Uh nothing wanna watch a movie I said

seriously what is wrong with you Avery said putting both her hands on her hip trying to make a serious face

I kissed him I whispered

I knew it, I knew it, lets go watch or movie hehe Avery said as we laid on my bed and watched Twilight

Hey my loves sorry for not uploading but I'm here now

The reason I wrote this chapter is for body positivity, you should never be ashamed of how you look don't let anyone let you feel that way, someone is out there who will make you appreciate how you look but you need to appreciate yourself for who you are

BYE MY LOVES

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