a note? (y/n x dreamwastaken

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i woke up

it was all a dream i got out of bed and y/n wasn't here she must have been in the bathroom or kitchen or something after all i did smell the kitchen burning i walked downstairs and saw burn pancakes "y/n!!" i couldn't find her anywhere maybe she's out? i checked the time and i was up late

i missed school "fuck" it was the time she does dancing maybe she's gone and didn't wanna ask me to get up to drop her off maybe she just-

what's that?

i walked up to the counter and saw a note

"dear clay

clay ever since we met i've always had something for you even when you bullied me hurt me even that time you beat me up i loved every moment i had with you even tho it hurt.
but it made it harder for me when you became friends with nick he was always trying to get me and kiss me when you wasn't there but soon he hadn't cared you was there and you started to enjoy it
i didn't really care i only cared about the part where you thought it was funny it had broke me i loved you so much but it was to hard to keep in loving you because of him that's when i met George
you finally started to be nice but i lost those feeling George was cute i loved him so much until i found out my house brined down and you took care of me and bought me clothes and everything i finally realised i still loves you but
we had an argument and it hurt me th words you said i stayed with George he threatend me to not go to school so he could do stuff to me i only told you he tried to touch me but no more happend
everyday of them 2 he would come to me all day and kiss me and when he felt like it he would always force me to have sex with him and even when i slept he would touch me not as in outing his hand on me i mean he would finger me in my sleep i couldn't tell you because i didn't want to scare you but today i had to i couldn't say it in person and you once again took me in and cared for me that night at the dance class where you stood up for me i just couldn't love you any less for that and when we had you know it made me forget everything it was the best night of my life and when we watched a movie and you fell asleep you looked adorable that was when i'm writing this i want to say i love you so much i could never replace you and that's why i'm writing this letter to tell you

when your reading this clay i may not be alive i had forced myself from write this to let you know i have killed myself and i wanted you to know before the police call you i love you so much my beloved boyfriend i wish i never have to do this but i miss my family i hope to see you again soon now early tho i hope you life a long and happpy life i love you
love~ y/n <3

i could feel my eyes burn i cried for ages until i calle s the cops they had told me to wait and they would call me back about this

i waited for the call and soon got one it was definite "yes clay is it? well she had died at 6;47 we have footage she had vomited from jumping go a skyscraper we are very sorry for you-" i hanged up i couldn't do anything but cry i stayed in that same spot for a day

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