-least favorite only child- karlnotfound

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-I'm not selfish for acting how I act its just that I've never felt love and they say its the best thing ever-

- Karls pov -

I felt like I was living in a repeat of time.

Everyday was the same.

Wake up, mom get mad at me for probably breathing, go to school, hate the day, go home with george, and sleep through the rest of the day.

Its not seen as healthy but its productive in my eyes.

I could do more with my day but eh, life's short and so are the days.

Well recently they've been short.

Time is slow when I'm with George.

Sometimes it practically feels like time has stopped.

Only every now and then.

more just slow than stopping.

I was the type of person to ignore everyone except one person.

one specific person being george.

christmas is coming up and its a holiday I don't necessarily like. my mom doesn't like christmas.

george loves it though. he gets excited for christmas even in october.

he loves giving people things and making them happy so christmas is his holiday.

he always got me presents for my mom never got me any.

me and george were hanging out and he kept talking about christmas and how he knew and didn't know what to get anybody.

it was late at night and it was snowing and the smell of hot chocolate filled the air. everyone caught up in their own little worlds.

george had us sit down in a park so he could stop stressing over christmas.

"karl can you not go dead silent? it makes me scared because you never do that." george joked. its a friendship thing you would understand.

"I'm all good just in my head and all that's it." I reassured. George smiled. "okay you better not be lying."

I looked into his joy filled eyes. he made happiness look so easy to find.

wish I found it to. (Karl stop being a fucking pick me for 2 seconds)

I let out a breathy laugh as I looked away from george.

I looked back at him and couldn't stop one thought that I wanted to make reality.

"you have a pretty smile." george said. I blushed. "what?" I asked, thinking he was joking. "your smile, its very pretty. I never see you smile." george repeated.

I chuckled.

I put my hand on Georges chin.

"I mean it." he said. I pulled George into a kiss within 1.2 seconds of him saying that.

he put his hands on my shoulders as he kissed me back.

we pulled away and laughed. "I never learned how to say 'thank you' but I did learn how to kiss someone." I said. George smiled and went in for another one.

this time it felt right and okay. last time felt wrong but right.

inner peace was restored. (I found this so funny help)

"promise me when I say this you'll say it back." george said as he pulled away from me. I nodded slowly.

"I love you." he said.

I sat shocked.

what?

was this true?

does he really mean that?

am I dreaming or being lied to?

"I love you too..."

we kissed once more but clinged on to each other.

the missing puzzle piece I needed.

Christmas special

lol sorry for not updating I got lazy