life

WSPD

I was there once and I survived.

I'm a hypocrite, you see. I'm writing this to persuade people not to commit suicide, yet I still contemplate death on occasion.

Some may want to die, and others just don't want to live. If you are suicidal, why? Why do you choose to die that way? No reason will ever be a valid reason to commit suicide. I'm not judging because I don't know what any of you have been through but you can get help.

If you were unsuccessful with a suicide attempt, that means the universe wants you here. Should that make you feel better?

Yes, I hate life sometimes too. We wish it had never started in the first place, or that it  ends soon. We wish it were simple. There is always a negative aspect to a situation or a cause to be depressed. It's difficult to recognize the positive in our world, especially nowadays with quarantine and pandemics.

I'd like you to consider something. It'll be over in no time. Don't worry if it's your parents or something else you can't avoid; be resilient. Don't let it get the best of you. Please bear with me for a bit longer. You are something, and it will soon be over. Things aren't fleeting, and neither are times. 

Because of the physical, mental, or emotional agony, it may seem like an eternity, but trust me when I say you need to focus on something else. Instead of focusing on your problems, you should pay attention to what's going on around you. Distract yourself from the situation. Hobbies, writing, going outside, and playing alone are all good things to do.
Struggles are an essential part of learning. You're not the only one who feels/felt this way. We'd never been alone before, Our mind just isolates us from everyone else

Once upon a time, a daughter complained about having to work hard every minute so in a reply, the father got some potatoes, eggs and coffee beans on. He placed each and everyone in boiling water then took them out and set it on the table. She asked what he was doing and he said, "Look here, what do you see?" "Boiled eggs, Potatoes and Coffee Beans."

"Right, so the boiled eggs went in soft and came out hard, the potatoes went in hard and came out soft, it let the water break down it's hardness and the coffee bean went in and changed the water. Which one will you be?"

So will you be an egg, go through challenges even when not being so tough and come out hard, like the potatoes and go in hard and let challenges turn you soft and weaken you? Or will you be like a cover bean and change the challenge into something unique?

When you die, it can mean something to others. It can bring them grief, for example, the Sewol ferry was a problem coming from Korea and all over the world sent condolences. BTS even wrote a song dedicated to them. We give anything in the world to have those students back. 

You might hurt the closest ones to you the worst. You might not have anybody but you can talk to me. 

Getting bullied? I understand

Been cheated on? I understand

Heartbreak;lo0? I understand

Parents? I definitely  understand

Even if I don't understand, you can explain.

I am a  person, you can talk to me. I don't judge. Just hang in there a little, it's going to be alright. Just get yourself some help.

You can talk to me, I’m there for you.

A list of suicide hotlines from across the world in case you need them: