Introduction

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*playing* For the Love of you - Isley Brothers

"Drifting on a memory, ain't no place I rather be then with you .....

"I hate his him!" thinking, As my 7 year old self disgustingly look at my mama and her husband grooving, while I'm soaking in my misery from the back seat of his Cadillac. It's that time of the night again. While we ride through the streets of Houston, Texas, it's not just any regular ride around. I'm too familiar with this routine. They dropping me off at my granny house, so they can (as the old folk call it) go to "a whole in the wall". They drop me off every Saturday night, and by the next morning I'm with them in church. Anyways, as I was getting out the car, my mama said "we going pick you up later bye". Aight, bye mommy. Told her husband bye, he said "what I told you to say?" I hung my head down low while saying" bye daddy." He said "aight bye". He's not really my dad, he's my stepdad. But I don't like that man..at all. My dad not really in my life. He pop up every blue moon to say hey but that's about it. I looked up and saw the best woman in the world to me, my superwoman ..my grandmama. As I was walking up, my granny was mean mugging him. "Hey grandmama" I said as I gave her a hug. "hey baby, go put yo backpack up, say your prayers and get in the bed". She said as she still mean mugged him while closing the door saying "ol sorry ass nigga" !!!

**FLASHBACK OVER**

Drowned in my thoughts, while I'm sitting and waiting for my therapist. I look back and realize that I have a lot of shit inside of me that I need to air out. Hopefully I don't fuck it up this time.

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