Florence Pugh and characters imagines

Touch deprived part one YB

You are best friends with Natasha romanoff and she told you about her sister Yelena a year ago and 6 months ago she said that she is coming to the tower the day after. Once Yelena arrived you took an immediate liking towards the younger widow but she never gave you the time of day. You also realised Natasha never took long missions anymore which you have only reason to assume because of Yelena cause she never refuses long missions or any missions she is asked to do until today...
N- y/n!
U- hey Talia!
N- can you do me a favour
U- anything but you owe me
N- great thanks
U- so what is it
N- I have no other choice than to go on a three month mission I tried to get out of it but I can't so Yelena has night terrors and I'm usually there to prevent them or help her through it by talking to her cause she hates being touched so can you look after her while I'm on the mission please?
U- yeh of course but she hates me so I don't know how much of a help I can be
N- trust me she likes you more than you think
You look at her confused
N- so you will do what I said with my sister
U- of course
N- great so I gotta go
Nat runs off
U- F.R.I.D.A.Y?
F- yes miss Stark?
U- can you alert me at any time when miss Belova has any night terrors during the night
F- yes miss stark
U- thank you
It's now the evening and everyone is asleep including you it's around 2am and you get woken up by F.R.I.D.A.Y
F- miss.stark... miss Belova seems to be experiencing night terrors
U- ok thank you
You head to yelena's room and walk in
U- hey yelena
You gently shake her and she wakes up in terror and shuffles away from you
U- hey hey it's ok Lena it's ok
Y- I- what are y-you d-doing h-here y/n?
U- I'm here to help you since Nat isn't here
Y- you d-don't care l-leave me
U- I do care Lena I care a lot more than you think
You try to put your hand on hers but she flinches away
U- are you scared to be touched or held?
She doesn't say anything but she nods
U- ok ok we are going to take this slow cause this will make the terrors go away quicker
She just nods
U- ok so let's start with me just holding your hand is that ok?
Y- y-yea
You slowly hold her hand and she easily and visibly relax
U- so do you want to talk about it
Y- n-no just n-not yet
U- ok
You just hold her hand and eventually she calms down
U- you ok now
Y- yeah
You stand up and go to leave
Y- wait
You turn around
U- yes love
Y- stay please
U- of course where do you want me to sleep
Y- the bed obviously I'm not letting you sleep on the floor I'm not a monster like everyone thinks I am
She looks down hurt
U- you're not a monster
She looks up at you
U- you're far from a monster Lena, you're a beautiful angel in my eyes
Y- I have too much red in my ledger to be an angel
U- well you are one and you can't change my mind otherwise
She smiles at you
Y- come on let's get into bed
You lay in the bed right near the edge of the bed
Y- what are you doing dofus?
U- laying on the bed?
Y- you will fall off it come closer
U- are you sure cause I might end up touching you in my sleep and I don't want you to get uncomfortable
Y- you are the only one who has gained my trust and stopped my night terrors so quickly, I trust you with my life now, I'll get better at the touching and comforting shit but I'll be ok
U- ok just wake and tell me If you get uncomfortable
Y- I won't I just want you here with me
You smile and you both fall asleep. Since that night you haven't even gone to your room for sleep cause after the first month you realised that her terrors stop if your cuddling with her once she got to that stage so you haven't let her be alone at night. Over the three months yelena and you have gotten a lot closer and she is more affectionate and comfortable towards you and the avengers seem to realise it. They also realise the obvious heart eyes you give each other but you are both oblivious to it. Today is the day Nat comes back and to be honest yelena hasn't mentioned about her sister coming back yet. It's 9pm and you're expecting Nat prior but she hasn't arrived so you and yelena are in her room watching titanic, it's near the end where jack drowns and yelena asks you this...
Y- I'd we were in that situation would you let me drown
U- never, I will make sure you stay alive and if you look on the screen the thing rose is floating on has enough room for the both of them so I'll pull you on it to make sure your safe and don't drown
Yelena visibly lets out a breath and calms down and smiles at you. The movie finishes and you both fall asleep. About an hour later Nat walks through the door and sees you and yelena cudding and she is very confused. She wakes Yelena up and she flinches and moves away in fear waking up you.
U- hey Lena it's ok, it's ok... I know you haven't had those for months but I'm here, you can feel my hand on yours right
Y- yes
U- I'm here and I'm not going anywhere.
Nat sees how quickly you diffuse that situation And is even more confuse. Yelena visibly relaxes and recuddles her self into you, you look and see Nat at the end of the bed
U- Nat! You're back?!
Y- sister?
N- hey little sis sorry about me waking you I didn't mean to frighten you
Y- it's fine, y/n was there so I'm fine
N- I see that and since when did you hug anyone or let alone even touch anyone
Y- since y/n's been helping me with my terrors, the first night she just gently held my hand and talked to me until I was ok and eventually I got ok with her touching me
U- then you got very clingy, I'm basically a human teddy bear
Y- well I wouldn't keep you around here for nothing
U- well I thought my charming personality was enough for you too keep me around but ok
N- this is weird, yelena you don't even let me hold you when you have your terrors at night
Y- I don't get them anymore
N- what?
Y- since y/n was here and I got comfortable with us hugging I haven't got a night terror since
N- have you started hugging everyone else
Y- god no I have y/n/n for that I don't need them
N- y/n how did you do it
U- my little sister before she died was touched deprived and had the same thing as Yelena so I have Experience with how to deal with it and plus once I got to know Lena I wanted to help her with it cause I know how scary it is to go through it alone
N- have you even slept in your room since I asked you to looks after her
U- nope, she needed me to be there for her
N- but you hate sharing the bed with people and helping people
U- at first yes but then I met you, the avengers which helped me then when you left Lena helped me just as much as I've helped her
N- Lena?
Y- don't call me that
N- I wasn't I'm just wondering where the nickname came from
U- I just called her that on the first night and I've stuck to it isn't that right love
Y- yes and only you can call me that moya lyubov
U- you still never tell me what that means
N- it means—
Y- Natasha!
N- what? I thought you two were together with yeh way you talk about each other and how the avengers talk about you both with each other so I thought it wasn't a big deal that you call her 'my love' in Russian cause your dating and been in love with each other since you met
Y- Natalia! What did I just say!
N- sorry yelena, I'll let you talk about that bye
Y+U- NATASHA!
she leaves the room
U- what she said a second ago... was it true?
Y- I'm so sorry, I'd didn't think she would say anything about my nickname for you and I—
You can see that she is going to go in a spiral so you kiss her and she pulls away in shock
U- I'm sorry i thought you-you wanted me do that I'm gonna go
You rush out leaving her room
Y- y/n/n!
You hear her screaming your name but you don't look back and you go to your room, lock the door and cry because you got a lot of mixed signals from yelena like when she said that what nat said was true and then when you kissed her it was like she didn't feel the same. You fall asleep crying and you hear yelena knock on the door and kept trying to get F.R.I.D.A.Y to open it but you specifically told the A.I not to.