Betrayal JJK ff (Mafia AU)

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Braylynn's p.o.v

I clutched the package in my fingers, wanting to dig my nails into the paper to discover what was inside; does he really think I can't stomach a little gore? If so, he's seriously underestimating me.

I sighed, glancing at the man who was now kneeling by Seoyoung's passed out form, caressing her hair a little before tucking a strand behind her ear. I couldn't bear looking at her because I knew I had done this to her; it was my responsibility that she was in this situation, but I swear I'll make it right. Seo.. 

I averted my gaze from her and concentrated on the ground. I heard Junghyun's footsteps approaching; I knew he was in front of me, but I wasn't going to look up because I knew I had tears streaming down my face, and I wasn't going to let him see me like that again and get the satisfaction of hurting me in any way.

"What are you doing, Braylynn?" I ignored his question and kept my attention on the floor. I considered turning around and running out the door, but Junghyun isn't the nicest man, so who knows what he'd make me do if I tried it. so i just kept my head down almost dropping the envelope that was in my hand

I swallowed hard as I heard him sigh slightly irritably; that was never a good sign with junghyun; if he sighs like that, one of two things was going to happen: either you'd get hurt or you'd die...it didn't matter who you were to him, one of the two was going to happen and there was no stopping it; crying would make it worse because it would make him laugh, and then it would become more unbearable...trust me i would know

you know what, I'm sick of people thinking I don't have something going on because I've been trapped with this man for mouths, months of agony, starvation, isolation and sensory deprivation, manipulation , and I can't even wear short sleeves or anything that reveals any part of my back because of him, I've been in so much pain because of him. I felt him grab my chin, forcing me to lift my head and look at him, something I didn't want to do because my eyes were red and puffy, filled with tears, and some clung to my lashes, threatening to fall. "I asked a question, I expect an answer from you," he said as he looked down at me with slight annoyance, and I could tell he was biting the inside of his cheek, which he always did when he was angry.

I stayed silent, knowing that no matter what I said, there was nothing I could do to change the conclusion; hell was waiting for me. "Fine, don't answer me, just remember you brought this on yourself," he mocked as he snatched the envelope from my grip and gripped my wrist, pulling me out of the room and down the corridor. I tried dragging myself backwards to try to get out so I could run for the door, and I tried digging my nails into his skin till he was bleeding, but it didn't work either, and it didn't appear to bother him in any way; he just kept walking down the corridor until he came to a familiar room.

A all to familiar room that i dreaded going into he threw me into the room making me fall onto my ass i hissed out in pain when i made contact with the floor making Junghyun chuckle a bit i watched as he sat the envelope on the table before grabbing me and throwing me against the wall making me hit my head on the wall making me cry out in pain i tried getting up but only ended up getting knocked back down by Junghyun kicking me in the gut it hurt so bad it made me lose my breath and feel like throwing up

I knew laying on the ground trying to recover my breath wasn't the best idea, but I didn't know what else to do. But as I tried to recover my breath, I felt Junghyun on top of me, his legs trapping me under him on either side of my waist. "Get off of me," he hummed in response, slowly putting his hands around my neck as he began to lightly choke me. It didn't take him long to start putting more force onto my neck; my head began to hurt, and I could feel my heart beating in my head. The force of his hands around my throat made me feel like I was trapped in a bad dream from which I couldn't wake up.

But I knew this wasn't a dream at all; it was all too real. All I could do was hope it was. "p-please, I can't breathe...leave go," I fought to get the words out, each one harder than the previous, Junghyun let go of my neck before getting off of me and going away, and I sat on the floor trying to get my breath. It wasn't long until he returned, holding something in his hand that I couldn't see since I was more concerned with getting air back into my body.

I felt him grab my arm and flip me over, forcing me to lie on my stomach...before tying my hands behind my back so he had rope in his hands...what else did I expect him to have? He lifted me up and sat me in front of a television, which had been paused and had a black picture, most likely because it was at the beginning of the video  "you know i was going to just going to let you give this to Yoongi but now that I think of it i need someone to proof watch it for me" 

I watched as Junghyun turned on the video, causing Seoyoung to appear on the screen, no I can't do this, who knows what this video contains, and I can't watch my best friend get hurt, lowering my head, I let a whimper fall past my lips, and I heard Junghyun chuckle before crouching down to my level, gripping my jaw and pulling it closer to his face, making both of our faces inches apart "I dare you to look away or close your eyes; I'll make this ten times worse. Do you understand?"

"I said do you understand?" I responded with a nod, which was probably not the wisest decision given how I got into this situation in the first place. he growled lowly in annoyance, moving his hand to my hair and pulling it harshly, I hissed out in pain, I could already feel the tears forming and threatening to fall "y-yes I understand im sorry" he scoffed before letting go of my hair and sitting beside me, probably so he could watch both me and the video knowing him this was the equivalent of a child getting candy or extra ice cream even when there mother said no 

"Junghyun please, don't do this to me i'm sorry.." he scoffed and looked at me and rolling his eyes like a child "Sorry my ass, now shut up and watch the fun didn't even start yet...maybe if you listen to me like a good girl next time you wont have to do this, yea?"