God
If you're even up there
If you can even hear me
Or if you can even care
Do you know anything about me?
Can you see all I see?
Can you take all this pain
With the burdens I bare?
God
I'm just a heart in two
I'm just a mistake that was made, now I'm here in front of you
God
My life has just begun
But it's ending so quickly
I can't take what's been done
God
Why aren't you listening?
Why aren't you there?
They all told me you'd be my friend
I'm feeling my life begin to end
Take the pain
Erase my thoughts
Make me the same
Take my pain
And rearrange
My heart
With the blackest stain
I'm coming down
I'm giving up
I'm giving in
I'm falling down
From others sin
Why stand up
Why begin
It's not enough
It never is
Father
It seems you only care about
Your eldest daughter
And not your son who does nothing but falter
Father
This pain I feel it must be true
All the roots well they lead to you
Yet let's deny everything you do
Father
I try so hard for you but you don't see it
You ignore it
No wonder I kept getting hit
Now let's see who's taking shit
Take the pain
Erase my thoughts
Make me the same
Take my pain
And rearrange
My heart
With the blackest stain
I'm coming down
I'm giving up
I'm giving in
I'm falling down
From others sin
Why stand up
Why begin
It's not enough
It never is
Bullies
I know I wasn't the greatest by why bully?
Why bully?
Why put down?
Because my shape was just a little round?
Because my life was upside down?
Bullies
I can't let go of what you did to me
It's made me who I am and what I'll be
It's so hard to see
The changes I've made to be a better me
Bullies
I hope you know all the shit you did
Why did you pick on the fattest kid?
Cause now that kid has a screwed up lid
Messed up kid
Yeah a fucked up kid
All because of the thing you did
Take the pain
Erase my thoughts
Make me the same
Take my pain
And rearrange
My heart
With the blackest stain
I'm coming down
I'm giving up
I'm giving in
I'm falling down
From others sin
Why stand up
Why begin
It's not enough
It never is
