it's a rant book fuck off

labing lima

fuck why can't i get her out of my head stupid piece of shit self sa lahat ng pwede ma-fall sa kanya pa putangina this is the only reason ayaw ko umuwi nakikita ko siya pero di ko magawa na iiwan ka i promised to never leave u and im keeping it and im so tired of always being the one to adjust minsan nalang magiging kj pa walang ganon who the fuck are u a goddamn princess oh does the devil know i'd treat u like a queen but he's everything you want and need and i mean nothing to you as xxxtentacion said there's no end to the pain you must be numb guess what I FUCKING FEEL NOTHING MAS NAKAKATAKOT KO KASE HINDI KO ALAM ANG NARARAMDAMAN KO PUNYETA things change but i'd never though we'd change to is it so bad i want u to myself this is the only time im being selfish but fuck i don't know what i feel im scared of myself damn my shitty but not shitty life