With darkness comes death

The rising

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I wake to a sharp cold sting through me but just relies it's probably my sisters idea of a joke she knows I believe in them. By them I mean ghost demons and zombies. I fell the cold hit me again and I slightly open my eyes but no one is there how weird.

" Sahara I know your doing this and I would appreciate it if you stopped I'm trying to get to sleep" I say wearily

No one answers but I have the felling their still there so I just sigh and get up and turn the lights on but no ones there only my reflection in the mirror witch I am not proud of I see a pale green eyed girl staring back at me she could be thiner I say to myself why did I have to bloody go to that place where they force feed you basically I am tired and drowsy no wonder why I can't remember the name of the stupid place. I look at the time4 00 I am going to go on my morning run to try and calm the nerves I have been felling anxiousness since I started putting weight back on i now am back to the felling of being fat. Stumped basteds!

I get to school just as the bell rings for period1 I have science great even they know that the topic is not good enough to put right in my face now I'm in this position nobody is really aloud to talk about that subject. I don't want to be there when everyone is giving me sympathetic stares I don't care for it why would anyone want me to fell accepted no they have to avoid me and use that subject as the cause. Assholes. I don't go to science they are doing the suicide chat today and I don't want to be there what with me tying to do that and everything why would anyone want me there apart from to humiliate me nobody cared that I wasn't there the teachers had expected that.

To pass time I went and sat behind the grand stands it was peaceful there no one ever came here so it was like my own little place but then I saw it another shape moving towards me for all I know it could be a god dam zombie. We had an apocalypse a few years back and defeated them all but of course there is always the odd one you just had to be really unlucky to come across I fitted the criteria.

It turns out it wasn't a zombie but James Wilkie the coolest kid in the school he sat beside me and we sat in silence untitled.

" do you really hate yourself that much to want to do that? I mean sorry umm ehh I've gotta go you know places to see people to be I mean I jumbled that up didn't I now I'm raving well I'm just gonna go"

Even the coolest kid in school the one who was kind to everybody couldn't even be nice to me without asking about my death attempts.

" I'm sorry if I make you fell uncomfortable and yes I do hate myself enough to do that and no I am eating now. But before you leave I'm just gonna leave you to some peace I know this is your spot now and won't come back sorry bout that I hope you forgive me?"

" no I'm sorry I asked you now what do you want to do I can't bear being in that class either my sister killed her self and I believe she thought it was for her own good and I don't want her to know I disagree I want her to fell like I was always there for her and by the way this isn't my spot I'm just felt like this was the place to be right now"

He smiled like I had done him a big favor I got up and left. What sort of person acts nice towards me he must've forgot on to take his meds this morning. I went to the bathroom and redid my make up I looked in the mirror a skinny pale girl looked back her face filled with depression she looked like the kinda girl you see in the ends of movies when the commute suicide I wish I was a person so happy they cried but not for sadness but happiness because they were so glade with there own lives. My eyes used to be a beautiful green color but now they are red and paler because of all my crying and I had bags under my eyes from the lake of sleep and I was pale all so pale.

Then I saw another shape in the mirror Tegan my ex best friend she looked happy and was a good size and had beautiful blue eyes much less paler than me and she applied a fresh cote of makeup all the while why telling her friends how hot the new guy was that's how much caught up in my own world I'm in I haven't changed my opinions on anyone or added new people to my life since my sister died. I was in no mood for Tegan's friends to make a comment on my size but they did anyway.

" he em you look like you've put on weight ( not saying it in a positive way) and look in the mirror your pale your eyes are red and have bags under them and no affiance you kinda look like a zombie"

They all laughed I gave them a sweet smile and said

"oh that's ashamed it looked like we have more common than I thought"

Then I left I walked out smiling and then I bumped into something. But no it's a someone.

" oh sorry I'll just be leaving now I'm so sorry but you know I've gotta go to class" I said weakly barley making a whisper

" no it's my fault I wasn't watching where I was going and by the way it's lunch time no classes and I've gotta question umm can you tell me where Tegan is" he said blushing oh my god he likes her?

" yeah she's in there "I point to the girls bathroom but then relies by the expression on his face" but I can go and get her"

I go and report to front office where I have to eat my lunch so that they can keep track on what I'm eating I grab an apple and some dry healthy biscuits and they watch me as I'm eating and I have to stay back for ten minutes so that they know that I haven't vomited it up.

But they don't know my secret I tell them I'm done and they still bit then frown as they see I've only eaten half of everything I tell them that I'm just adjusting to the size of my stomach.

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