so my plan to break the window and get home. that is my plan so far. not a very good but good for right now. so i looked around and blocked the door. i found something but it was a lamp but it will work. i walked over to the window with the lamp. as fast as i could i threw the lamp at the window and watched both break. i herd yelling but i didnt stay to long to hear it. i jumped out of the window to a near by tree. climbing down the tree. turnig and running i heard a door slam and then more yelling. shit shit shit. i ran faster not knowing where i am going or where i am even at i just kept running. looking around i turned a corner and kept running.
my plan didnt go that far the guys came out of now where. i swear there was like 5 or 6 infront and behind me. so i ran to my left. and then kept running until i couldnt run anymore. my mind said dont stop but my body said different. yea nothing really went well. i started to walk. walking only took me so far. once again running into the people i was hoping not to see in my life ever again.
"damn girl what are you a vimpire." one of the guys said.
"no but i bet that i can out run you again." i said turning around and started to run.
"you arent goin anywhere." when i turned around the creepo was right there pointing a gun at me.
"you dont have to point a damn gun at me dumbass." i said. okay maybe i should have said that because he looked really pissed off. maybe if i hit this guy where it would hurt the most. okay good idea. so i kicked the creeper. no that he is down i ran. i got lost about ten minutes later. okay now slowing down i know that i lost them. i dont think they can find me. i lost them after they helped their friend when i kicked the creep. i finally stopped and looked around to where i am. nowhere i know. i usally dont travel alot and when i do i dont know where we are going other then the store and school. okay stopping wasnt my best idea cause now i am sorrounded again by the creep and his group.
when i am tired i make really bad choices and do the dumbist things. know looking at all of them the only one that looked mad and not like a blank peice of paper was the creep. "i guess you didnt out run us. we caught up to you. you may be fast but you arent to bright." he said.
"okay creep. when i am tired i do some dumb shit and i am not fucking stupid you are the idiots that chose to be like this so dont get me wrong when i dont want to be here with anyone and i tried to run off." i am still being really stupid and wont shut my mouth but i am not going down without a fight. looking around for a way out.
"come on you are comin back with us." the creep say
"i just want to go home and go to sleep. i got school that i need to go to. i want to graduate and get a job. so if you dont mind let me go." they didnt really listen just kept dragging me along. "what the hell is your problem cant you let me go. i want to go home. i want to go to bed. and i dont want to be with you people." i yelled. the dude just turned around and had that evil look in his eyes. what the hell is up with people and evil looks.
"fine we will let you go." there is usally a but. "but you tell anyone we will kill you." he said. called it out i knew he would say but. i nodded my head and the brought me back to their house and brought me home. probably thinking that i will go to the police if they let me walk home. i am glad i got a ride home. i would have pobably got lost.
when i got home i went to my room. i got some cloths and walked into the bathroom. i took a shower and got dressed. i was so tired of running. i couldnt stand people doin shit to me. i get hurt at school, when my mom gets out of jail she is gonna start to hurt me again, i am getting threatened, and i have no friends that talk to me anymore. my life is so great. sarcasm intended. i layed in bed and stared at my window. i dont know why i am staring at the window. i was getting really board. i was thinking of going on a walk but i dont want to get kidnapped again. what am i afraid of i probably wont be seen.
i got pulled out of my thoughts by my phone going off. i looked at it and there was a message by travis. i dont want answer anyone i just want to be alone. i just want to be left alone. i dont want to be around the world. i dont want to be around anyone. i just want everything that happened to me gone and everything that is going to happen to me not happen.
finally after an hour of thinking i finally feel asleep. the fun darkness i wish i can never come out of. something i have always loved. everything is peacefull and calm. i dont have to worry about my mother or the kids at school or anyone else. i am always on my own. unless i am in a nightmare and someone is chasing me. then i am not alone and and am getting the shit scared out of me. i would have to hide and even sometimes i have no where to hide so i ended up waking up.
