Love at first sight? More like Sex at first sight

Chapter 26

!!TW!! this chapter will mention about self-harm and rape so.. please skip this chapter if you are not comfortable with the matters :)

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"I was 6. I had a sister, Lee Eunki. She was nice to me. She was the best sister I could ever ask for. We were the perfect family. But one day, my father came home from a bar, and started hitting my mother. Eunki tried stopping him a few times, but she was always the one getting hurt next morning. At first I didn't know what was happening. Until one day, we were heading to our grandparents house, but my parents were arguing during the whole journey. I tried to defend my mother, but my father decided to crash the car because my mother caught him cheating. My mother's head..." Haechan couldn't continue due to the amount of tears which were running down his cheek. Mark swiftly wiped the tears on Haechan's face before hushing the crying male down. Renjun weakly smiled and whispered, "You don't have to continue Haechan-ah.."

 Haechan softly shook his head and sniffled. "I-I'm sorry." He coughed softly before continuing, "My mother's head hit the window next to her, causing a massive bleed in her head. A sharp glass pierced through her skull, making a big cut for blood to ooze out. Eunki begged my father to bring her to the hospital, but my father left us. Alone in the dark. My mother was surrounded by her own blood, and it was already too late to save her. My sister changed after the incident. She began to go out everyday and come back late at night. She completely ignore my existence. Then, one day, she came home from a bar, drunk and wasted. She came into my room and started slurring bad words about me. I was confused, I mean a 6 year old was getting sweared at by a 17 year old." Chenle stood up and whispered softly, "I-I'm sorry hyung. I-I can't t-take this pressure a-anymore. I-its too much for m-me to handle." Haechan nodded softly while burying his head into Mark's chest. 

Jisung smiled apologetically and followed his husband up. Mark softly asked, "Do you want to continue love?" Haechan nodded and continued, " After swearing at me, she started to touch me in random places. I want to speak but covered my mouth. It went on and on until one day I ran away. I was 10 when I ran away. And that was when I met Jaemin." Renjun walked towards Haechan, "Haechan.. You are very brave, we might not be that close, but trust me. I will be here for you, and I am so sorry you had to experience things like that." Renjun softly said while calming down the korean who was crying. Haechan couldn't find the words to express how grateful he was to have a friend like Renjun. "H-hyung.. I-I'm tired..." Haechan softly said. Mark nodded and carried Haechan bridal-style up to their room. The living room was only left with three males. Jeno, Jaemin and Renjun. No one talked. "I pity Haechan. He is always so bubbly and cheerful.. But behind all that, he suffered a lot. But I'm glad that he found someone like Mark hyung to protect him." Jaemin said. Jeno nodded. Renjun just bit his finger nails nervously. "Jun? You okay baby?" Jeno asked. Renjun smiled and nodded. 'Should I tell them? Probably not.' He thought before walking to the kitchen to grab a cup of water. 

sigh i pity haechan too jaems 

-simz