Hello my darling.
It's been almost a year. And wow, a LOT has changed.
I just started college and I really like it so far, I have came across a few issues (we'll get to that later on). As for the whole pre-med thing....yeah, not happening. You have never liked the hard sciences, what were we thinking?? It's okay though, I switched right before classes started and I really am enjoying what I'm learning now. We are in computer science now (I know, big change), but hey, we like it.
I know, if I heard this a year ago, I would not believe it.
Anyways, this past year... you have realized that you like alcohol. (Yup... you finally tried it). You went to multiple clubs in NYC with your fake, and you've been living pretty large.
Life is pretty good. You're quite content now.
I remember that when I was writing the last post I was not in a great headspace. Well, we are doing a lot better now. I do listen to JOJI still, don't worry. I also started to get back into Lana, Del Water Gap, Beach House, and few other artists.
Your college roommate was batshit crazy. I know, it's been two weeks - what's the worse that could happen?
Babe, she called the cops on you and threatened your parents...Note to self, do not room with anyone that calls you exotic the first time you meet. She also managed to make many people on the floor dislike her already. Not surprising, the way she is. (Seriously, you really fucked up this time). Good news is that some new arrangement is going to be made and she will not be my roommate anymore (very soon).
Also, more good news. You have made a lot of really good friends. Seriously. They are the greatest. So good job babe, keep being you because everyone loves you.
You've been having a pretty good college experience. Going to crusty frats and having crusty guys hit on you (as if!! Like I may be insecure, but I am NOT blind). Dining hall sessions with the girls, late night grinding, and power naps. You've been the typical college student (and of course, getting lost everywhere you stupid freshman).
I really miss home. I miss hugging mom and dad and annoying our brother. I also miss seeing Ba up and around the house or watching the news for hours on straight (we love a woke queen). Good news is that you see that pretty often.
Currently, waiting to see if I am COVID positive or negative (roommates fault again but we are not getting into that now). I have no symptoms and have had my mask glued to my face this past week so I think I should be fine but we'll see. I find out tomorrow.
Also babe... You glowed the fuck up. Yes, we have always been beautiful; however, you got even better. We are glowing, and will continue to do so. Mentally and physically. I'm proud of us.
Sorry for taking SO long to update, but what did you expect?
Its 2am, so I'll head to bed but I'll write soon (probably not but it's the thought that counts). Love you, and keep doing you- You're amazing.
Night.
