Be with you

CHAPTER 11

This is the school year's end so they have a little program for those who'll graduate this year and if you ask me it's kinda boring so I stayed inside my private room for the rest of the day and don't ask me why I don't have people around me like friends or whatever.

Tch imma lonely weeb.

With the whole day spending my time inside that room is quiet relaxing though I got bored so I called Lesly to take me home.

And then it hit me
What was Kuroo doing?. . .

He's alone.

He must be bored.

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. .

. .

*hollysh*t!!! My computer!!

The moment the car stopped I didn't wait for Lesley to open the car door,I hurriedly run upstairs and busted my door open,and saw him on my computer.

Oh sh*t!!!

My browser!!!

What are you doing!

He turned into me and pointed at my computer.

You guys ship me with Kenma?

I'm dead!

I'M LITERALLY DEAD!

*calm down y/n!

Huh? Oh that?
I said pointing at my computer.

Standing up and walking towards me,backing up until I hit the door behind by back.

T. .they did that not me.
I said nervously and avoid his gaze.

Oh really Y/ndelafuerte002?
Til the day I die?a fanfic of Me and Kenna?
Mentioning my pen name, my book and what's inside it makes me wish the ground would swallow me right this time.

He—hey you're too close. .

I heard a chuckle and he continued leaning towards me.

But I want you closer y/n.
A line that made my stomach in a whirl, that line is Kuroo's line that I put inside my book.

G. .get away. . .
I said almost like a whisper.

I wanna kiss you right now.
Making my heart burst out like I run for miles and miles. Then it hit me that that line is also in my book, I felt a little hurt so I pushed him.

Stop. . .
Making me realize that this is not real and it's all a play ,looking into his eyes.

Stop toying me.
With that I pushed him hard enough to make him step back that gave me a chance to run inside my room.

The moment I did I busted out crying realizing how hard I fell for this guy and the reality that he's already taken makes my heart even more heavy.

Ha,im so hopeless. . .

Shana and Kuroo's been going out for sometime now. . .

I'm not even surprised if they slept together. . .

She's perfect. . .

She has beauty that no one can ever deny. . .

While I. . .

I can't even put on a dress because of my insecurities . . .

Crying on the floor thinking all of these makes me wanna puke,now standing up looking my self in the mirror.

So I'm just a toy then. . .
I said looking at myself.

Don't get me wrong, you can toy me as long as you want then threw me off when you've had enough.

Just. . .how can I fall for someone this hard and make stupid things like this?

Am I even sane?

This is stupid. . .id rather cut my self to say that I'm hurt than falling for you and hurting myself that I could even see where. . .
Sobbing again while I let myself lay on the bed until I fall asleep crying.