Evelyn's p.o.v.
I looked into the mirror. As a 12 year old I would usually look into the mirror. I would either moan about my chubby torso or about my wavy brown hair. Today, it was neither. I was just confused. Why do I always feel...different? There is an obvious reason why. Everyone is different. In their own little way. But thats not the way I feel different. All the girls in my school are perfect. Flowing hair, shiny and smooth, perfect torso, and their thighs are not fat and disgusting like mine. I'm like the black sheep in the school. Always different, always...lonely.
I get dressed and grab my bag. I rush out the door and jump on my penny board. My brother Tyler bought me that, on my 12th birthday. I learnt how to ride it and now take it everywhere with me.
I don't know if my mum knows but, Tyler is sooo Gay. He literally melts when we watch any TV show with hot guys. But seriously, Johnny Depp is bæ.
My friends, well more like 'friends' ignore me. I feel like the only reason they hang out with me is because I'm a boy attraction. Plus they think my brother is hot. When they come around they flirt with him. And the boy attraction thing? Well, I'm in the top 5 hottest girls. Well to the boys I am. I try to agree with them but I can't. I'm too insecure to to say that.
I hate the way my hair is so long and wavy, I hate the way my thighs and bum are too big, I hate the way my stomach isnt flat enough, I hate the way my legs are small. I'm size 2. Seriously!
I'm not that great of a singer either. I sing in the bathroom and Tyler says I'm great. Its just, I don't feel that way. In my ears I sound like someone scratching a black board.
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Hi hope you like this! It a bit deep. If you are sensitive of blood or cutting I'll let you know before the chapter starts. Also some of the chapters will have swearing too so ya..
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