Chapter 24

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Its been a few months and Sam and i's relationship isn't as strong as it has been. Lately Sam has been ignoring my texts and he says he has got places to go. But ive become more and more worried because he never tells me were he is going.
Ive become a lot more closer with Kian. Hes been there for me to pick me up when im down and always cheer me up. My depression and anxiety has got worse from stress. But...im clean...thanks to kian.

Currently Kian Jc and i are skating our way to taco bell.
" TACO BELL TACO BELL TACO BELL IS MY LIFEEEE" jc sings. kian and i crack up in laughter.
" were did sam say he was going today?" i ask
" doctors appointment" kian says
" UGHH" i moan in frustration
" what wrong?" kian asks
" this may sound stupid but i think sam is cheating on me" i say
" what why?" jc asks
we walk into taco bell and i see sam and this blond chick eating taco bell. laughing an holding hands.
" thats why" i say quietly
kian and jc have their jaws dropped.
" im gonna kill him" kian says but i grab kians arm.
" stop its not worth it" i say
" why you so calm about it?" jc asks surprised
" because ive had this in my head for months and now i know its true, i can stop over thinking" i say
" maybe they're just friends" jc says
" pfft no" i say
" wanna go somewhere else?" kian ask
" na lets just stay here and see what happeneds" i say
" ok" jc says

" table for 3?" the lady asks
" please" kian says
we take a seat and order our tacos.
every so often i look over to them. and you're right it is killing me watching them. But i dont care about that im upset at the fact sam lied.

Our tacos arrive and Sam starts getting up. I watch them chat and laugh. Then...sam puts his arm around her. They walk out of taco bell. i look through the window and see them...kiss...but it wasn't a peck...it was a snog.....

" i cant breath" i say starting to have a panic attack
kian and jc look at me worried.
kian puts his arm around me and pulls me into him.
I try and control my breathing into his chest. He makes me feel safe.

Finally i was calm.
" ok?" kian asks
" ye, lost my appetite" i say pushing the taco away.
" ill Eatt it" jc says taking a HUGE bite of the taco.

" wanna go back home?" kian asks
" yes please" i say

we start skating back home.
we get through the house and i see sam " casually" watching tv eating a bag of chips.
" hey babe" i say sitting next to him.
" hey princess" he says giving me a kiss on the lips.
" did you disinfect your mouth?" i ask wiping my mouth.
" what do you mean?" sam asks confused
" yano after you kissed that blonde chick" i say raising my brows.
sam stares at me in shock.

" what?!" he asks dumb
" SAM I SAW YOU FUCKING KISS HER" i yell
" UGH WHATEVER FINE YES I DID" he says
" WHY" i yell
" I DUNNO I WAS DRUNK" sam yells
" SAM YOU WERN'T DRUNK I SAW YOU AT TACO BELL! STOP LYING TO ME!" i yell with tears streaming down my face
" UGH WHATEVER" he yells and walks upstairs to his room.
i storm up after him.
" WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHATEVER" i yell
" I MEAN THAT I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE! i love acacia" he says
" oh so that bitch has a name" i say
" dont call her a bitch" sam says
" YANO WHAT STUFF YOU SAM! I HOPE SHE BREAKS YOUR HEART LIKE YOU BROKE MINE" i yell
" GET OUT MY ROOM" he yells

I bawl my eyes out.
why did he just change all of a sudden?!

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