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°-Flashback-°

Today I'm going to visit my cousin Benny! Yay! I miss him so much! I walked out my house while putting my headphones on. I was scrolling through my music when I spotted the one I wanted to listen to. I decided to sing to the song. I have a while so why not?

"A la nanita nana nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea"

I hopped onto my skateboard and started to ride to Benny's house.

"A la nanita nana nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea

Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva
Cantando y llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana nanita ella"

I see his house from a distance so I start to ride faster.

"A la nanita nana nanita ella, nanita ella
Mi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea

Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora
Ruisenor que en la selva
Cantando y llora
Calla mientras la cuna se balansea
A la nanita nana nanita ella"

I stop singing and try to open the front door but it won't budge. Huh? I try again but it's locked. "Hmm.." I walk around the house and climb the side of the house to Benny's room but once I look in I see he isn't there. I start to panic. What if my uncle has him?! I jump down and I look around the house again. I see a trail of footsteps that lead into the woods. No please god no not that way!! I run the way the footprints are going. Not there!

I run for about three more minutes and once I get to the place I dreaded I see my uncle holding Benny. Not the caring way, he is holding him above the lake by his neck. No he cant swim!! I run towards my uncle so I can stop him. He drops Benny. It feels like everything is in slow motion. Benny looks at me and I see the tears that were streaming down his face but he still gives me a smile before he hits the water. He starts to sink to the bottom.

I feel tears stream down my face. I look at my uncle and growl. "Why did you kill him you bastard!?!" I run towards him and start to punch, kick, anything really. Two minutes later he's on the ground unconscious.

I take my phone out my pocket and other things and I dive into lake to save Benny. Where is he?! I look around underwater before I see a trail of blood that keeps going down. I look down to see Benny not moving, with his eyes closed and a trail of blood leaving his mouth. No.. I swim down and grab his wrist and bring him back to the surface.

I bring him to shore and check for his pulse. There's not pulse... I look down at his face and start to cry more then I have ever did in my whole life. "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry that I wasn't able to save you.." I hug Benjamin's dead body tightly and cry for an hour. My only thought was no I'm truly alone..

°°Time skip°°

Today is Benjamin's funeral...and no ones here but me.. I stand in front of Benny's grave in a black dress that comes up to my knees, with black flats. I'm holding white roses in my right hand and a videogame in my left. Did I mention it's raining? The weather knows exactly how I feel. I put the rose down on his grave.

I look at the videogame cartridge and cry more. I miss you so much! I fall down on my knees and I look up towards the sky and scream. "Why did you take him!?! Give him back!!! Please God..." I look at his grave one more time. I kiss the tombstone and get up. I will keep going....for you only Benny...and I walk away while clutching the cartridge.

°-Flashback Over-°

I woke up with a start and I look around. Just a dream...just a dream... I bring my hands up to my face and I feel that it's wet. I sigh and get up and walk towards the door. I open it and I see that Silver guy was just about to knock on it. I roll my eyes and walk past him. "W-wait Aaliyah!" I hear footsteps behind me and he grabs my wrist and spins me around.

"What do yo-" I was cut off my something cold on my lips. My eyes widen when I see that Silver dude is kissing me. Kissing me....THIS DUDE IS FREAKING KISSING ME!!! I pull away and turn around and run. I keep running until I get to a staircase and I fly down the stairs and I look for BEN. "BEN!! BEN!!!" I scream his name and then I hear footsteps come my way.

"Aaliyah what's wrong!?" He comes running towards me with worry laced in his voice. I cry more and fall to the ground on my knees. "No!! I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER THAT DAY!! HELP ME PLEASE!!!" I scream as loud as I can. I grip my head to stop the pain but it won't go away. Someone..

I feel myself start to get sleepy. I look around the room to see it spinning. I look up the staircase and I see that Silver dude smirking. Help... I lay down and my eyes start to close. Me..

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